So I'll start recapping stuffs I did since the day I got out of that hellhound. (Heh.)
Basically, I ended up at my other grandparents' house in Tropicana Indah (where... hm, I thought I'd spend a few hours and still get back to Batu Caves at, at least, three AM). Mom broke the news to me, "We'll be sleeping here tonight." "Yay," I replied enthusiastically, but internal cries can be heard deep down in my heart.
I sat down with Rysa, my cousin, and we broke down into these two K-pop fangirls (as usual). I told her, "You do have a guitar, right?" She looked at me skeptically. "Yeah, upstairs. Do you know how to play 'em?" Well, of course not really. I'm able to strum at least nearly 10 chords that I know - which is for the record, I played better than I was with a fret-less and less painful keyboard. I started strumming songs like Wrecking Ball and other random tunes I could belt out. Rysa wasn't impressed; she played Taylor Swift's Love Story. Ah, yes. That song from the past.
So I went to bed at 3AM and woke up very late the next day. 2PM to be exact. Went down and had a tuna sandwich for my (allegedly and supposedly) breakfast. Rysa started to search for dietary tips videos online and put away the tuna sandwich mom had bought for her. I didn't like the fact that someone put aside a Subway sandwich. I finished two and felt like a bloated peasant. Right, quite right.
I swear to God, at every moment, I had missed my iPhone 4S. I mean, what's life without a smartphone? What's life without an iPhone, although mine is 4S, I bought it few days after its release in 2011. Baaam. I love my baby.
We spent time in my aunt's room, where I got excited over kiddies' stuffs. She had this clay thing and I asked her, "Can you show me how you make something out of these?" All the way through the demo process, I was filled with awe. Rysa had a n incredulous look on her face before she said "Why are you so happy about these things?" My answer to that was simply, "I stopped playing these things around your age." Wow, I sound some kind of a matured teenage girl...
I made an "E" out of the clay. My cousin asked me what it stands for. I can't tell her the truth, can I? "Eunhyuk," I said almost instantly, showing off my ring. Hah! A moment of profound proud oozed from every pores of my skin. I made a heart out of the beady red clay. That one is meant for my girlfriends. Hehe. She made one for herself. A 'JK', which is the initials of BTS' Jungkook. While waiting for the clay to harden, we played games at Friv. Rysa said, "Kakak Dina (my other cousin that I've never heard Rysa praised, hahahaha) played this game until we've reached few levels to end it!" Alright, that was the first time I heard Rysa (somehow) praised Dina and I literally sucked at it. Sorry kid.
I happened to see a small shelves of original computer games. "Are those Paksu's?" I turned to her for confirmation. There were Far Cry and Call of Duties (I mean it, I saw nearly all editions of it) and yadda yadda yadda. "If my guy friends see your dad collection," I said, "they'll freak out like girls."
That evening we went to a Chinese steamboat restaurant at SunSuria. I was really full but aunt was like "Qila, have some more!" I had to politely turn down. It was fun, though, but I felt burdened to answer to my grandpa when grandma interjected with a question. I tried to politely ask and etc., but it was really hard. Sitting right next to my grandma is the worst thing ever. If I don't answer her questions in a split second, she'll go around tarnishing my name to my other cousins. Wait, since when did I care? Haha.
Later that night was my first time sitting on a massage chair... getting a massage. Two rounds, actually. I wasn't satisfied with the first round, so the second came in. I had been afraid of massage chairs; viewed them as monstrous chairs.
So the next morning, we went and had breakfast at mamak and I had to tosai and was full. We later went around Shah Alam and again, ended up at Subang Jaya for another round of food. Again, I had Chinese - wantan mee to be exact - and went back just to hug my brother. Gah! How I missed these peasants!
They went back up north at eleven, and I was disappointed that the time I had with them was limited. Dad asks me when do I plan on going back (I never planned to do so, that's the problem) so I said either in June or July. Let me take care of grams here. And I have dates to attend. And duty as a granddaughter to fulfill. Haha.
Well, here in KL, I'll be waiting for invitations to movies and girls'-day-out from any of my friends who are in KL. But right now, I only have a hundred in my pocket, I'm kind of restricted to spend on anything until dad or/and mom gives me some doe.
I've been practicing guitar, and practicing to put on nail polish (it's time to prep myself to act like a girl). I'm thinking of writing - continue with my stalled fan-fictions, write an original, compose songs - you know, stuffs that used to make me lose into a certain unconscious side which I'd only devour when I read for hours, which I haven't done so for a long time. The last time I actually had written songs was when I was fourteen. I can't seem to hop into the groove yet since I've let it behind for years. Fan-fictions, hm? Well, likewise with some originals I planned to write, I've been on this roller coaster ride where I have the idea and go to sleep and as soon as I wake up, I had forgotten shits. Oh well, that's why they say to draft them first beforehand than to let golden opportunities slide...
It's raining outside, and I haven't contacted someone in a while. How have you been? Haha.
Till then!
P/S: Somehow in the title I had no absolute idea to write anything, and surprisingly it ended up chronologically!
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Friday, April 04, 2014
Thursday, March 27, 2014
Oh well....
I had written few lengthy paragraphs and deleted them. Why? Because I still can use my conscience to consider feelings and yadda yadda and yadda.
Some things just slip out of my mouth and I might not think twice before saying those stuffs. But thank God you're on your 'p', I'll let this slide.
You know I can never be anywhere near perfect. I don't really think, I don't consider, sometimes. Okay, okay. Most of the time, that is. But what made me tad bit happier is the fact that when you're saying stuffs behind my back and I know all about it, I'd still let it slide.
I've done my part. I've said sorry. Like I had said before, "Forgive or not to forgive. I don't care." Go ahead with your life. I still have mine. You can say whatever you want...
...but have you ever thought of those things you did to me that I know of but never cared?
Dun dun dun dun.
Some things just slip out of my mouth and I might not think twice before saying those stuffs. But thank God you're on your 'p', I'll let this slide.
You know I can never be anywhere near perfect. I don't really think, I don't consider, sometimes. Okay, okay. Most of the time, that is. But what made me tad bit happier is the fact that when you're saying stuffs behind my back and I know all about it, I'd still let it slide.
I've done my part. I've said sorry. Like I had said before, "Forgive or not to forgive. I don't care." Go ahead with your life. I still have mine. You can say whatever you want...
...but have you ever thought of those things you did to me that I know of but never cared?
Dun dun dun dun.
Wednesday, March 19, 2014
Of Memories and Goodbyes
As I'm typing right now, there is one and a half week left for us to strive. Yes, I mean it this time. I don't know if I'm sad, or rather happy to go back home (um, the fact that I haven't pack my stuffs yet... let's let it slide) and face the same ol' same ol' tragic life of Qila.
My life here had been colourful, I supposed. I had friends, and I had places to lament to. I smiled a lot than at home. I cried a lot this semester, dealt with emotions and being loyal. I think I was selfless enough because I had never been this kind. If I was to compare myself now with whom I was before, I'm far better now. I learned whatever I thought I haven't. I'm happy enough to feel like this: to be able to be there for people, and asked nothing in return.
In semester 1, I found a best friend, and she stayed in a room at the end of the corridor. She was nice, reminded me of stuffs I should remember, woke me up for class (there, made a record, I attended all the classes), and did girly stuffs together. Of course, she had her friends and I... later I was alone. But I think I mingled around so well that I have friends. For once, I was glad I wasn't the 'me' back then where I could sit alone and not care of the world. That 'me' was terribly lonely. Although there were people who disliked me, I shrugged it off. Glad now I wasn't as heartless as before. No emotion. No remorse after committing something. I started to think of my actions, and those actions led me to tears or laughter. I'm happier. At least I am not a robot like I was in the past.
Semester 2, however, I started to feel like I was back in school. The fact that there was someone who was from school in my class, I was terrified. All of them gave me a cold shoulder that I didn't speak to anyone, or I'll stay cautious. I became the high school me for weeks until I told myself, "Let your guard down.". I found friends, left some behind and became the 'hoo ha me' again. I remember dancing to Growl in class. It was rad! Although I managed to get back to normal, I was worse than last semester. Everything to me was mediocre that it had me thinking what I did during the solid four months.
And... Yes, I regretted things a lot. The fact that there are a lot more to learn and to appreciate makes me want to turn back time and enjoy them. As of now, I'm breathing the heavy sigh of despair, wishing I had had fun in a year and laughed and smiled more. Life here was a roller coaster. It taught me useful lessons and lessons I won't get anywhere but in this very campus.
But as soon as the car drives out of the campus, new chapter will begin, I will leave everything behind and shall only take those memories that I have documented and feel happy if I recall.
My life here had been colourful, I supposed. I had friends, and I had places to lament to. I smiled a lot than at home. I cried a lot this semester, dealt with emotions and being loyal. I think I was selfless enough because I had never been this kind. If I was to compare myself now with whom I was before, I'm far better now. I learned whatever I thought I haven't. I'm happy enough to feel like this: to be able to be there for people, and asked nothing in return.
In semester 1, I found a best friend, and she stayed in a room at the end of the corridor. She was nice, reminded me of stuffs I should remember, woke me up for class (there, made a record, I attended all the classes), and did girly stuffs together. Of course, she had her friends and I... later I was alone. But I think I mingled around so well that I have friends. For once, I was glad I wasn't the 'me' back then where I could sit alone and not care of the world. That 'me' was terribly lonely. Although there were people who disliked me, I shrugged it off. Glad now I wasn't as heartless as before. No emotion. No remorse after committing something. I started to think of my actions, and those actions led me to tears or laughter. I'm happier. At least I am not a robot like I was in the past.
Semester 2, however, I started to feel like I was back in school. The fact that there was someone who was from school in my class, I was terrified. All of them gave me a cold shoulder that I didn't speak to anyone, or I'll stay cautious. I became the high school me for weeks until I told myself, "Let your guard down.". I found friends, left some behind and became the 'hoo ha me' again. I remember dancing to Growl in class. It was rad! Although I managed to get back to normal, I was worse than last semester. Everything to me was mediocre that it had me thinking what I did during the solid four months.
And... Yes, I regretted things a lot. The fact that there are a lot more to learn and to appreciate makes me want to turn back time and enjoy them. As of now, I'm breathing the heavy sigh of despair, wishing I had had fun in a year and laughed and smiled more. Life here was a roller coaster. It taught me useful lessons and lessons I won't get anywhere but in this very campus.
But as soon as the car drives out of the campus, new chapter will begin, I will leave everything behind and shall only take those memories that I have documented and feel happy if I recall.
Tuesday, October 22, 2013
I've planned to write again. (Not like I stopped writing Difference...)
An absolutely new story with the same niche of vampires, but also of my latest (frenzied) addition, werewolves.
Oh! Hi again! It's been a while, isn't it. Yeah, I've been busy to blog the crap out of me. Life was fine in Lendu, Melaka. Found lots of new friends and they're all awesome as hell. For only four months we had great memories together (and yes, I have not find a boyfriend or Dad will totally kill me) but all is well. Except for finals and MUET for sure.
When I was away (I was online the whole time but sorry for abandoning you, my dear blog) I haven't written anything as serious as Difference. Though Difference is still an on-going fan-fiction (planned to post it as soon as I've finished a chapter or two, unfortunately my laptop's battery was fucked up, so I didn't get the chance to finish it), I had an idea of writing a much more serious and intense fan-fiction. It would involve my biases and other idols whom I randomly choose, K-pop or J-pop, and I want to create a history of twisting people's mind and create ships that are impossible to ship. I foresee it'll be long as hell. I might post some insights of my ideas later. I haven't determine who would be in the story, or how it'll be, but I'll try to make it as clear as possible, since..... I'm never clear of things.
I should tell you about my obsession with Teen Wolf which actually led me to this idea.
Since I'm always driven to write dark and mysterious stuff like Difference, I'm exuberant to get my hands on this werewolf topic. It just happened to be the 'it' thing now with EXO's comeback track: Wolf and Growl, I can't see what's not to like! Vampires are quite mainstream now, I want to add these two elements of the creatures of the night together to produce a better fan-fic. Just striving to be better, you know....
It started with Teen Wolf, the 2011 series, anyway. I happened to recall the Great Wall of China worth of series I wanted to watch and this series happened to be one of it. It took me exactly a month (I could have finished watching it less than a week - okay, two weeks, tops - but when I get to Alor Setar, I can't watch it as there was no internet access. It was a cool story, I was really into it. Though it did involve shipping OTPs and some seagull yelps (do seagull yelp?), I was totally amazed by it. Thanks to the male actors, it was one of the most important factor I kept watching (see how straight I am?!). Of course I do appreciate the storyline, characters, the emotions conveyed, but damn, which girl can resist handsome, chiseled bodied men with wit, I-am-sarcastic kind of humour in a series? Yes, I was obsessed with it. And I am! Well, I'm not the only one in the world who happen to fangirl this series, am I?
What made me addicted to this series apart from the red-hot-chili guys?
1. Since I am so into supernatural things, yes I can read or watch something for hours because I am so interested in it.
2. I happen to like series with a character with sarcastic humour. In Vampire Prosecutor, they have Hwang Soonbum and in Vampire Diaries, Damon Salvatore. In TW, they have Stiles Stilinski, who is absolutely sarcastic. Nothing that comes out of his mouth is not sarcastic. But to my dismay, he wasn't as sarcastic in season 3, he maybe have matured in the sense of attitude and speech, but how I wish I can laugh till my head explodes to his sarcasm-filled sentences again.
3. Hmm..... Major twists. Though obviously Scott McCall is the protagonist and it is very much obvious, he sometimes have to sacrifice himself to go to the dark side even if it was a matter of minutes. While watching at the end of season 3, I know he's going to come back as a hero (of course he is) and even though I know, I sometimes weighed my thoughts, like, "What if he really is going to be the bad guy?" And in season one when he became a sudden badass dude who even treated his BFF Stiles like shit, he still ended up as the good guy only after the full moon was over. Predictable, yet it could be mind blowing to think of possibilities.
4. Songs, songs, songs! The playlists of all three seasons are extremely vibrant. From pop, to electronica, to indie, whatever genre, you name it. You know that the songs played in the background reflects the scene and whatever scene was in TW, everything fits the songs. I don't know if it was because TW is on MTV, but I can't help but to love....
So, that's it for now. I'll think through everything before posting. Till then!
Oh! Hi again! It's been a while, isn't it. Yeah, I've been busy to blog the crap out of me. Life was fine in Lendu, Melaka. Found lots of new friends and they're all awesome as hell. For only four months we had great memories together (and yes, I have not find a boyfriend or Dad will totally kill me) but all is well. Except for finals and MUET for sure.
When I was away (I was online the whole time but sorry for abandoning you, my dear blog) I haven't written anything as serious as Difference. Though Difference is still an on-going fan-fiction (planned to post it as soon as I've finished a chapter or two, unfortunately my laptop's battery was fucked up, so I didn't get the chance to finish it), I had an idea of writing a much more serious and intense fan-fiction. It would involve my biases and other idols whom I randomly choose, K-pop or J-pop, and I want to create a history of twisting people's mind and create ships that are impossible to ship. I foresee it'll be long as hell. I might post some insights of my ideas later. I haven't determine who would be in the story, or how it'll be, but I'll try to make it as clear as possible, since..... I'm never clear of things.
I should tell you about my obsession with Teen Wolf which actually led me to this idea.
Since I'm always driven to write dark and mysterious stuff like Difference, I'm exuberant to get my hands on this werewolf topic. It just happened to be the 'it' thing now with EXO's comeback track: Wolf and Growl, I can't see what's not to like! Vampires are quite mainstream now, I want to add these two elements of the creatures of the night together to produce a better fan-fic. Just striving to be better, you know....
It started with Teen Wolf, the 2011 series, anyway. I happened to recall the Great Wall of China worth of series I wanted to watch and this series happened to be one of it. It took me exactly a month (I could have finished watching it less than a week - okay, two weeks, tops - but when I get to Alor Setar, I can't watch it as there was no internet access. It was a cool story, I was really into it. Though it did involve shipping OTPs and some seagull yelps (do seagull yelp?), I was totally amazed by it. Thanks to the male actors, it was one of the most important factor I kept watching (see how straight I am?!). Of course I do appreciate the storyline, characters, the emotions conveyed, but damn, which girl can resist handsome, chiseled bodied men with wit, I-am-sarcastic kind of humour in a series? Yes, I was obsessed with it. And I am! Well, I'm not the only one in the world who happen to fangirl this series, am I?
What made me addicted to this series apart from the red-hot-chili guys?
1. Since I am so into supernatural things, yes I can read or watch something for hours because I am so interested in it.
2. I happen to like series with a character with sarcastic humour. In Vampire Prosecutor, they have Hwang Soonbum and in Vampire Diaries, Damon Salvatore. In TW, they have Stiles Stilinski, who is absolutely sarcastic. Nothing that comes out of his mouth is not sarcastic. But to my dismay, he wasn't as sarcastic in season 3, he maybe have matured in the sense of attitude and speech, but how I wish I can laugh till my head explodes to his sarcasm-filled sentences again.
3. Hmm..... Major twists. Though obviously Scott McCall is the protagonist and it is very much obvious, he sometimes have to sacrifice himself to go to the dark side even if it was a matter of minutes. While watching at the end of season 3, I know he's going to come back as a hero (of course he is) and even though I know, I sometimes weighed my thoughts, like, "What if he really is going to be the bad guy?" And in season one when he became a sudden badass dude who even treated his BFF Stiles like shit, he still ended up as the good guy only after the full moon was over. Predictable, yet it could be mind blowing to think of possibilities.
4. Songs, songs, songs! The playlists of all three seasons are extremely vibrant. From pop, to electronica, to indie, whatever genre, you name it. You know that the songs played in the background reflects the scene and whatever scene was in TW, everything fits the songs. I don't know if it was because TW is on MTV, but I can't help but to love....
So, that's it for now. I'll think through everything before posting. Till then!
Monday, June 17, 2013
I've Got What I've Wanted
I'm in a university now, taking TESL and going to classes, staying in a dormitory, etc.
I'll be busy but I will try to do updates. :)
I'll be busy but I will try to do updates. :)
Wednesday, April 03, 2013
Finally... something longer than some other stupid posts I've been posting :)
Oh, I'm rubbing my eyes and yawning at 5.45AM now huh? But.... long time no posting posts! /waves/
Well, I've been busy with (useless and non-useless) things, practically procrastinating all the time... but I'm packed with fan-fictions and fangirling. What else would I do after SPM, apart from worrying about university?
Speaking of the results, I didn't get flying colors but gladly I passed every subjects I took. Pass means credit and a distinguished distinction to me. I do have A's, but I won't mention which subjects were A's. Not that I care to tell mine nor to know yours. :P
Life after schooling feels......... (surprisingly) boring. I thought it was fun - yet it was at first, with GDA which I went with Dila and brothers - but later on it's killing me.
I've been addicted to Infinite... and ghost stories. Why well, why? Blame Ivonny, she was the one who made me like this.
I've been to movies a lot nowadays with the rest of the girls. But the best I've ever watched was G.I. Joe: Rattallion. I wanted to watch zombie-centric Warm Bodies (remember Nicholas Hoult from X-Men: First Class as Beast? Yes, that British hunk!) but them girls wanted to be so fantasy-ingly fantasy, which I tell you, isn't my cup of tea. First was Jack the Giant Slayer (Nic Hoult as Jack) I can't help but to yawn. Then Oz: The Great and The Powerful (I love both James Franco and Mila Kunis) but I - again, unfortunately - can't help but to yawwwwnnnnnnnn. Why am I into sci-fi movies these days? Because I love it? Well yes.
So there was Big Bad Wolf (BBW) at the end of last year, I ended up buying 7 books including Sophie Kinsella's Confessions of a Shopaholic (oops, need I tell you, after I've done with high school, I needed money and materials more than everything, just like Rebecca Bloomwood). Then there was the International Book Fair at PWTC (where I met my favourite Malay author, Kak Ain Maisarah, whom in front of her I did dorky things) where I bought another more or less 12 books. That didn't include the mangas I bought and Catching Fire by Suzanne Collins and Torment by Lauren Kate. Everything cost more than RM500 in just two months with a total of 23 books to read. I was thinking of buying Maggie Steifvater's Shiver books which I've read the first two and loved it too much that I was tormenting to beg Dad and Mom to get it. I even asked my aunt to get me it but since I was asking her to buy a box of Vampire Knight mangas from Kinokuniya (which she haven't bought) so I skipped her altogether.
I'm skipping GDA though. April is too late for some January's fan-account. Probably I'll try to give a full coverage on it in another post.
Till then!
P/S: Yawning again.... Will try my best to fight against the will of laziness and procrastination so I'll get to write a new (and long-winded and read-worthy) post. :P
Well, I've been busy with (useless and non-useless) things, practically procrastinating all the time... but I'm packed with fan-fictions and fangirling. What else would I do after SPM, apart from worrying about university?
Speaking of the results, I didn't get flying colors but gladly I passed every subjects I took. Pass means credit and a distinguished distinction to me. I do have A's, but I won't mention which subjects were A's. Not that I care to tell mine nor to know yours. :P
Life after schooling feels......... (surprisingly) boring. I thought it was fun - yet it was at first, with GDA which I went with Dila and brothers - but later on it's killing me.
I've been addicted to Infinite... and ghost stories. Why well, why? Blame Ivonny, she was the one who made me like this.
I've been to movies a lot nowadays with the rest of the girls. But the best I've ever watched was G.I. Joe: Rattallion. I wanted to watch zombie-centric Warm Bodies (remember Nicholas Hoult from X-Men: First Class as Beast? Yes, that British hunk!) but them girls wanted to be so fantasy-ingly fantasy, which I tell you, isn't my cup of tea. First was Jack the Giant Slayer (Nic Hoult as Jack) I can't help but to yawn. Then Oz: The Great and The Powerful (I love both James Franco and Mila Kunis) but I - again, unfortunately - can't help but to yawwwwnnnnnnnn. Why am I into sci-fi movies these days? Because I love it? Well yes.
So there was Big Bad Wolf (BBW) at the end of last year, I ended up buying 7 books including Sophie Kinsella's Confessions of a Shopaholic (oops, need I tell you, after I've done with high school, I needed money and materials more than everything, just like Rebecca Bloomwood). Then there was the International Book Fair at PWTC (where I met my favourite Malay author, Kak Ain Maisarah, whom in front of her I did dorky things) where I bought another more or less 12 books. That didn't include the mangas I bought and Catching Fire by Suzanne Collins and Torment by Lauren Kate. Everything cost more than RM500 in just two months with a total of 23 books to read. I was thinking of buying Maggie Steifvater's Shiver books which I've read the first two and loved it too much that I was tormenting to beg Dad and Mom to get it. I even asked my aunt to get me it but since I was asking her to buy a box of Vampire Knight mangas from Kinokuniya (which she haven't bought) so I skipped her altogether.
I'm skipping GDA though. April is too late for some January's fan-account. Probably I'll try to give a full coverage on it in another post.
Till then!
P/S: Yawning again.... Will try my best to fight against the will of laziness and procrastination so I'll get to write a new (and long-winded and read-worthy) post. :P
Wednesday, February 13, 2013
Korean Songs Worth Replaying
So I'm back! Haha! It's been a while, isn't it? I haven't type down like this for months! Now that I'm over SPM and school, I think I'll be writing a lot of fan-fictions just to fill my time while waiting for my results to come out next month.
I got the idea of writing this very post is because I found out something funny in my iTunes. I discovered that I played Danger (MC Sniper, Rinoo and Kim Seohyun) for 63 times. That's only in the laptop but how about in MP3 and replaying the audio version online? It'll be countless. I didn't realize this - ever - because I wasn't paying attention to the numerous of times I replayed the song over and over again. I just love the song and I love Vampire Prosecutor 2.
So I'll begin my personal list of Korean Songs Worth Relaying in no particular order of how awesome they are (probably in alphabetical order...) and not all songs gets into this list. So.... without any further ado, here they are. :)
Addicted - Glen Check
Amazing - Infinite
Anti - Eloise
Warrior - B.A.P
Beautiful Night - BEAST
Baby Don't Cry - EXO
Baby Goodnight - B1A4
Bad Boy - Big Bang
Be My Girl - Teen Top
Be Mine - Infinite
Be With You - The Seeya & Speed
Monster - Big Bang
Break Down - Super Junior M
Breathe - Miss A
Before The Dawn - Infine
Caffe Latte - Urban Zakapa
Caffeine - Yoseob
Can You Smile (Remake) - Infinite
Can't Nobody - 2NE1
Catch Me - DBSK
Congratulations - Primary, Dynamic Duo & Jay Park
E.R. - Dalmatian (now is known as DMTN)
Danger - MC Sniper , Rinoo & Kim Seohyun
We Were in Love - Davici & T-ARA
A Day - Super Junior
Destiny - Super Junior M
Destiny - C-Clown
Difference - Vodka Rain
Don't Leave - T-ARA
Don't Think You're Alone - Kim Bokyung
Gulliver - Super Junior
Grumbling - Leeteuk & Krystal
I Wanna Love You - Donghae & Eunhyuk
History - EXO
What is Love - EXO
Fantastic Baby - Big Bang
Far Away...Young Love - C-Clown
Forever - OneWay
French Virgin Party - Glen Check
Crayon - G-Dragon
Hate, Don't Hate - Dal Shabet
A Short Journey - Super Junior
Hot Summer - f(x)
I Don't Need a Man - Miss A
I Got A Boy - Girls' Generation
I Hate You - Urban Zakapa
I Love You - 2NE1
I Yah - Boyfriend
If You Love Me - NS Yoon-G & Jay Park
Nothing's Over - Infinite
The Chaser - Infinite
It's Cold - Epik High & Lee Hi
Julia - Infinite
Love Girl - CN Blue
Love Is... - 4MEN
Marry U - Super Junior
Miss You - SM The Ballad
Naegana - Hot Clip
No Limit - Zico
On and On - VIXX
One - Epik High
One Shot - B.A.P
Only Learn the Bad Things - B1A4
Only Tears - Infinite
Painting Spring - Urban Zakapa
Paradise - Infinite
Racket - Glen Check
Rain Sound - B.A.P
Safety Zone - DMNT (previously Dalmatian)
Show Me Love - Linus' Blanket
Shower of Tears - Baechigi & Ailee
So Pretty - Airplane
Special Girl - Infinite H
Still in Love - CN Blue
Super Hero - VIXX
From U - Super Junior
It's You - Super Junior
Day by Day - T-ARA
I Need A Girl - Taeyang
Crazy - Teen Top
Tell Them - Block B
Tried to Walk - B1A4
Troublemaker - The Koxx
Twelve Thirty - Broccoli You Too?
Two Moons - EXO
Video 1 - Eloise
Weeding Dress - Taeyang
Welcome to the School - 2YOON
Without You - Infinite H & Zion T
Zoo - Primary, Supreme Team, Yankie & Mellow
1, 2, 3, 4 - Lee Hi
You Wouldn't Answer My Calls - 2AM
24/7 - 2YOON
60 Seconds - Kim Sunggyu
Longing - Mate
Bad Person - Juniel
I Am The Best - 2NE1
Nilili Mambo - Block B
Cool Fella - RA.D
Love Dance - The Koxx
Janus - Boyfriend
It's War - MBLAQ
Sunflower - Super Junior
I got the idea of writing this very post is because I found out something funny in my iTunes. I discovered that I played Danger (MC Sniper, Rinoo and Kim Seohyun) for 63 times. That's only in the laptop but how about in MP3 and replaying the audio version online? It'll be countless. I didn't realize this - ever - because I wasn't paying attention to the numerous of times I replayed the song over and over again. I just love the song and I love Vampire Prosecutor 2.
So I'll begin my personal list of Korean Songs Worth Relaying in no particular order of how awesome they are (probably in alphabetical order...) and not all songs gets into this list. So.... without any further ado, here they are. :)
Addicted - Glen Check
Amazing - Infinite
Anti - Eloise
Warrior - B.A.P
Beautiful Night - BEAST
Baby Don't Cry - EXO
Baby Goodnight - B1A4
Bad Boy - Big Bang
Be My Girl - Teen Top
Be Mine - Infinite
Be With You - The Seeya & Speed
Monster - Big Bang
Break Down - Super Junior M
Breathe - Miss A
Before The Dawn - Infine
Caffe Latte - Urban Zakapa
Caffeine - Yoseob
Can You Smile (Remake) - Infinite
Can't Nobody - 2NE1
Catch Me - DBSK
Congratulations - Primary, Dynamic Duo & Jay Park
E.R. - Dalmatian (now is known as DMTN)
Danger - MC Sniper , Rinoo & Kim Seohyun
We Were in Love - Davici & T-ARA
A Day - Super Junior
Destiny - Super Junior M
Destiny - C-Clown
Difference - Vodka Rain
Don't Leave - T-ARA
Don't Think You're Alone - Kim Bokyung
Gulliver - Super Junior
Grumbling - Leeteuk & Krystal
I Wanna Love You - Donghae & Eunhyuk
History - EXO
What is Love - EXO
Fantastic Baby - Big Bang
Far Away...Young Love - C-Clown
Forever - OneWay
French Virgin Party - Glen Check
Crayon - G-Dragon
Hate, Don't Hate - Dal Shabet
A Short Journey - Super Junior
Hot Summer - f(x)
I Don't Need a Man - Miss A
I Got A Boy - Girls' Generation
I Hate You - Urban Zakapa
I Love You - 2NE1
I Yah - Boyfriend
If You Love Me - NS Yoon-G & Jay Park
Nothing's Over - Infinite
The Chaser - Infinite
It's Cold - Epik High & Lee Hi
Julia - Infinite
Love Girl - CN Blue
Love Is... - 4MEN
Marry U - Super Junior
Miss You - SM The Ballad
Naegana - Hot Clip
No Limit - Zico
On and On - VIXX
One - Epik High
One Shot - B.A.P
Only Learn the Bad Things - B1A4
Only Tears - Infinite
Painting Spring - Urban Zakapa
Paradise - Infinite
Racket - Glen Check
Rain Sound - B.A.P
Safety Zone - DMNT (previously Dalmatian)
Show Me Love - Linus' Blanket
Shower of Tears - Baechigi & Ailee
So Pretty - Airplane
Special Girl - Infinite H
Still in Love - CN Blue
Super Hero - VIXX
From U - Super Junior
It's You - Super Junior
Day by Day - T-ARA
I Need A Girl - Taeyang
Crazy - Teen Top
Tell Them - Block B
Tried to Walk - B1A4
Troublemaker - The Koxx
Twelve Thirty - Broccoli You Too?
Two Moons - EXO
Video 1 - Eloise
Weeding Dress - Taeyang
Welcome to the School - 2YOON
Without You - Infinite H & Zion T
Zoo - Primary, Supreme Team, Yankie & Mellow
1, 2, 3, 4 - Lee Hi
You Wouldn't Answer My Calls - 2AM
24/7 - 2YOON
60 Seconds - Kim Sunggyu
Longing - Mate
Bad Person - Juniel
I Am The Best - 2NE1
Nilili Mambo - Block B
Cool Fella - RA.D
Love Dance - The Koxx
Janus - Boyfriend
It's War - MBLAQ
Sunflower - Super Junior
Saturday, August 04, 2012
There's a Possibility. - Lykke Li
Right now on Twitter, I'm in a conversation with an acquaintance (also an ELF) name Sivon from Indonesia. Chatting on studying abroad actually opens my mind (again, unfortunately) that SPM results, choice of university and studies and future is crucially important.
My idea is:
But I did insert something more idiotic in between work. That is.... go on an audition under SM or YG. Like I said, idiotic, no?
Oh well, before anything, comes SPM then result, then part-time and travelling to Seoul-Tokyo-Osaka (oh, I've been collecting money for that!) and TESL.
Speaking of planning the future, I am very glad that I could skip NS. Yay! No NS for me!
P/S: All the best 97-liners (and my brother) for your PMR trial!
My idea is:
- Do the best in SPM
- Take TESL
- WORK.
Oh well, before anything, comes SPM then result, then part-time and travelling to Seoul-Tokyo-Osaka (oh, I've been collecting money for that!) and TESL.
Speaking of planning the future, I am very glad that I could skip NS. Yay! No NS for me!
P/S: All the best 97-liners (and my brother) for your PMR trial!
Sunday, July 01, 2012
Sexy, Free and Single aka the 6th jib
Woo hoo! The wait is finally over guys!
Our oppas are back with their sixth album and their first single is... Sexy, Free & Single. I once joked about it: If Dad saw me Googling this thing called 'Sexy, Free and Single' and he'll though it's a porn, I'll let him Google it himself and he'll be eyebrow-raised in no time!
There are 10 songs in the album with 10 different genres (I bet they were experimenting) and it shocked me because 10 songs with 10 different genres are hard to produce and they would need lots of creativity for it. But of course, they succeed experimenting.
I heard that From U (a song from one of the VCR on SS3, and I was there in one of the concert, but I can't even remember!) was a song from Super Junior to ELF. It's very sweet and I actually could hear a lot of Ryeowook's sweet yet powerful vocals in this masterpiece. But sorry, my Net is slow right now, so I can't provide these videos and etc. Some time later, I promise.
"This album was not created to win, this was created for ELF."
I just found this one on one of my friend's retweets (credits to @taomuscle on Twitter) and it touched my heart. Probably SJ thinks like that, but I can tell you that ELFs are dying to do everything right now. We're going all out now.
Uh, I guess till here for now. I'm too tired. I can't even download the songs.
Till then everyone!
Our oppas are back with their sixth album and their first single is... Sexy, Free & Single. I once joked about it: If Dad saw me Googling this thing called 'Sexy, Free and Single' and he'll though it's a porn, I'll let him Google it himself and he'll be eyebrow-raised in no time!
There are 10 songs in the album with 10 different genres (I bet they were experimenting) and it shocked me because 10 songs with 10 different genres are hard to produce and they would need lots of creativity for it. But of course, they succeed experimenting.
I heard that From U (a song from one of the VCR on SS3, and I was there in one of the concert, but I can't even remember!) was a song from Super Junior to ELF. It's very sweet and I actually could hear a lot of Ryeowook's sweet yet powerful vocals in this masterpiece. But sorry, my Net is slow right now, so I can't provide these videos and etc. Some time later, I promise.
"This album was not created to win, this was created for ELF."
I just found this one on one of my friend's retweets (credits to @taomuscle on Twitter) and it touched my heart. Probably SJ thinks like that, but I can tell you that ELFs are dying to do everything right now. We're going all out now.
Uh, I guess till here for now. I'm too tired. I can't even download the songs.
Till then everyone!
Saturday, June 23, 2012
Sixth Album: SEXY, FREE & SINGLE.
That OMG moment when the time ticks even closer to the date you're waiting for....
...and that date has to be on July 1st.
Apart from Leader Leeteuk's 29th (30th) birthday, but the fandom finally went wild.
It's the day "SEXY, FREE & SINGLE" is out.
What's that?, you may ask.
No worries. I asked myself that at first.
It's the latest 2012 album (or jib) on Super Junior, where Kangin joins the group back and happily ever after.
But I just hope that Kibum would just suddenly appear in the MV, rapping and dancing like he always do... It's been three years since Sorry Sorry, where he only appeared in the MV and did nothing but just act out his part. Very devastating, honestly.
I actually laughed when I saw Hyukjae's teaser. It was absolutely funny. It's the second year, I realized, that his eyes are invisible. It's his asset, alright? I don't know, hmm.... But Donghae looked absolutely beautiful! weird, no?
So these are the teasers. We'll just wait for the rest of the teasers to be released.
P/S: Aren't you excited that KIM YOUNGWOON is back? =D
P/S/S: I'm 'temporarily closed' when it comes to fan-fiction. I'll come back after SPM, with a better quality fan-fictions. At least, I do have some spare time to write better. A lot of spare time, even!
...and that date has to be on July 1st.
Apart from Leader Leeteuk's 29th (30th) birthday, but the fandom finally went wild.
It's the day "SEXY, FREE & SINGLE" is out.
What's that?, you may ask.
No worries. I asked myself that at first.
It's the latest 2012 album (or jib) on Super Junior, where Kangin joins the group back and happily ever after.
But I just hope that Kibum would just suddenly appear in the MV, rapping and dancing like he always do... It's been three years since Sorry Sorry, where he only appeared in the MV and did nothing but just act out his part. Very devastating, honestly.
I actually laughed when I saw Hyukjae's teaser. It was absolutely funny. It's the second year, I realized, that his eyes are invisible. It's his asset, alright? I don't know, hmm.... But Donghae looked absolutely beautiful! weird, no?
So these are the teasers. We'll just wait for the rest of the teasers to be released.
P/S: Aren't you excited that KIM YOUNGWOON is back? =D
P/S/S: I'm 'temporarily closed' when it comes to fan-fiction. I'll come back after SPM, with a better quality fan-fictions. At least, I do have some spare time to write better. A lot of spare time, even!
Eunhyuk's teaser. [Via Leeteuk's @special1004 Twitter account]
Donghae's teaser. [Via Donghae's @donghae861015 Twitter account. Also can be found in Ryeowook's @ryeong9 Twitter account]
Friday, June 01, 2012
Skip Beat (I felt like killing Sho Fuwa!)
Greetings, June and goodbye May!
The first episode of Skip Beat (or Extravagant Challenge) have finally aired in Malaysia on the 26th of May on 8TV and the K-poppers in my school went wild with the topic. I asked most of them the infamous question of that day: "Hey, did you watch Skip Beat yesterday?" Most answers were yes and the rest were devastating no's. I was glad that I watched since I had a critical mental sickness that makes me often forget important things and it is surreal that I managed to remember to watch the drama.
It's in Mandarin and what's cool about the drama is Donghae and Siwon of Super Junior (yes, the Greek Gods-sque Koreans who are 2/15 of Super Junior) and what's not hot about the drama is both of Donghae and Siwon's parts were dubbed. It's actually a clean dubbed since their real voices and the dubbing voice actually sound alike, but if you're a huge fan of these boys, you can tell the differences. (Minor spoliers alert!)
It took at least more than five minutes to wait for Donghae's appearance and when he did appeared (as a sexy billboard), my state of fangirling went wild. It became wilder when Donghae smiled. He was a hot in bronze hair, eye-lined eyes, smiling down at the girl whom he knew for all his life... Oh well. If only I was the one whom he smiled at.
Siwon appeared on Donghae's flat screen TV. Yes, that's when he first appeared. Apparently, Sho Fuwa (which is Donghae) hated Ren Tsuruga (I hope I got Siwon's character's name correctly). Fuwa's a newcomer in the entertainment industry who has packed schedules and is stuck-up. Tsuruga's mouth is like Kyuhyun if you want to compare Siwon's character with Siwon's real-life buddy and Tsuruga's dubbed as 'the Hottest or the Handsomest Celeb in Taiwan', and Fuwa wants to beat him for the title. The girl whom Fuwa have know for most of his life threw a strawberry jelly to the flat screen TV which hits Tsuruga in the 'face'. (Funny part: He replied, "Thank you," and smiled Siwon's infamous charming smile.Gah!) But Siwon didn't appear much yet, but he will, in the rest of the episodes.
For the first time I actually liked the heroine. I never liked any, even if I watch another Mandarin, Korean or Japanese drama. Probably because I felt sorry to the character. She is naive and working three part-time works at three different places just to pay the rent for their Fuwa and her lavish home. She travels form one place to another with a bike. Gosh, she must be lucky to sit on one couch with Donghae.
The worst part is yet to come. (Major spoilers alert!)
The girl came to where Fuwa was at for an appearance on a show. Fans queued to meet Fuwa, chanting his name and all (ah, you know the typical fangirl things...) and she actually shoved herself through the crowd but was kicked out by security. She tried once more and succeed. Yay for Gong Xi's camp! She was holding the door knob when she heard that someone was talking about "Gong Xi Fa Cai" (or Happy New Year in Chinese, which is she) and she listened intently.
When she realized that Fuwa was talking about her when he was OMG-sex-godding-on-another-girl's-lap, this 'treasure chest' which holds her devil side opens and she became extremely mad and was crying-plus-laughing like the ones you've seen asylums.
Gong Xi: *laughing madly*
Bad girl: Is she mad?
Sho Fuwa: Looks like it...
She was still laughing and laughing and laughing until I felt my hairs stood. Man, it was creepy. She accused Fuwa for using her after they ran away from Fuwa's Dad's hotel (they kind of lived together since they were kids, since Gong Xi's parents were busy so they sent her to live with Fuwa's family, but they're not related in anyway, but they basically grew up with each other) and he used her to make things easier for him, i.e: cooking, working to pay their apartment's rent, laundry and etc...
Gong Xi: I will come to avenge you!
Sho Fuwa: Bring it. If you are going to avenge me, you should try to join the industry, then you have the slightest chance to avenge.
Grrr.... For once, I was sick with Fuwa. I wanted to straggle Sho Fuwa, but I'm aware that in the end, I'd be straggling Lee Donghae who was innocently playing his role.
Gong Xi then was kicked out again. Phew, she didn't get the chance to hit Fuwa. When she got home, he ripped all of those posters and CD cases apart and cried like hell. Somehow, poor Gong Xi for being treated like a dog. For the second time, I was going to rip Fuwa's head, but then again, I'll be ripping Donghae's head. Haih...
She decided to try out the entertainment industry so first, she needed a make over. She never had a chance to doll herself because she was working hard for the rent, she had to forget the fact that she needed a make over. Again, my sympathy for Gong Xi.
Hairstylist: You've been keeping your hair for a long while... Don't you think it's a waste to cut it short after you've struggling keeping it long?
*moments of Gong Xi's thoughts...*
Gong Xi: Cut it star style! (She meant it any celeb's style, not star's style...)
She ended up with a funny spiky short hair and it was dyed red. Man, it was funny. I can't believe it she afford to walk on streets wearing that hair. No one's looking at her at all? Ha, I doubt it. Probably she was less-affectionate towards her looks and the eyes on her.
Gong Xi actually walked on the streets of I-don't-know-where-in-the-world-they-were, looking bad-ass like a whore (no offence!). It's a 'superstition' that Gong Xi's friend's mum told. If you walk in that street, you'll be famous. Apparently, it happened to a veteran actress, not the nowadays ones. But, she received a card from an anonymous saying "If you wanna be famous, do come to our place." Gong Xi was ecstatic.
I still can't believe that Donghae was role-playing Sho Fuwa. Fuwa's evil to my eyes. Fuwa's evil to my friend's eyes. Except for Dila's.
Dila: To me, Sho Fuwa's the most gag-iest character.
Anyway, I can't wait for the second episode!
P/S: The lines weren't as accurate. I type it down as how I understood it.
P/S/S: It's pointless, right? Who asked you to read it? LOLJK.
The first episode of Skip Beat (or Extravagant Challenge) have finally aired in Malaysia on the 26th of May on 8TV and the K-poppers in my school went wild with the topic. I asked most of them the infamous question of that day: "Hey, did you watch Skip Beat yesterday?" Most answers were yes and the rest were devastating no's. I was glad that I watched since I had a critical mental sickness that makes me often forget important things and it is surreal that I managed to remember to watch the drama.
It's in Mandarin and what's cool about the drama is Donghae and Siwon of Super Junior (yes, the Greek Gods-sque Koreans who are 2/15 of Super Junior) and what's not hot about the drama is both of Donghae and Siwon's parts were dubbed. It's actually a clean dubbed since their real voices and the dubbing voice actually sound alike, but if you're a huge fan of these boys, you can tell the differences. (Minor spoliers alert!)
It took at least more than five minutes to wait for Donghae's appearance and when he did appeared (as a sexy billboard), my state of fangirling went wild. It became wilder when Donghae smiled. He was a hot in bronze hair, eye-lined eyes, smiling down at the girl whom he knew for all his life... Oh well. If only I was the one whom he smiled at.
Siwon appeared on Donghae's flat screen TV. Yes, that's when he first appeared. Apparently, Sho Fuwa (which is Donghae) hated Ren Tsuruga (I hope I got Siwon's character's name correctly). Fuwa's a newcomer in the entertainment industry who has packed schedules and is stuck-up. Tsuruga's mouth is like Kyuhyun if you want to compare Siwon's character with Siwon's real-life buddy and Tsuruga's dubbed as 'the Hottest or the Handsomest Celeb in Taiwan', and Fuwa wants to beat him for the title. The girl whom Fuwa have know for most of his life threw a strawberry jelly to the flat screen TV which hits Tsuruga in the 'face'. (Funny part: He replied, "Thank you," and smiled Siwon's infamous charming smile.Gah!) But Siwon didn't appear much yet, but he will, in the rest of the episodes.
For the first time I actually liked the heroine. I never liked any, even if I watch another Mandarin, Korean or Japanese drama. Probably because I felt sorry to the character. She is naive and working three part-time works at three different places just to pay the rent for their Fuwa and her lavish home. She travels form one place to another with a bike. Gosh, she must be lucky to sit on one couch with Donghae.
The worst part is yet to come. (Major spoilers alert!)
The girl came to where Fuwa was at for an appearance on a show. Fans queued to meet Fuwa, chanting his name and all (ah, you know the typical fangirl things...) and she actually shoved herself through the crowd but was kicked out by security. She tried once more and succeed. Yay for Gong Xi's camp! She was holding the door knob when she heard that someone was talking about "Gong Xi Fa Cai" (or Happy New Year in Chinese, which is she) and she listened intently.
When she realized that Fuwa was talking about her when he was OMG-sex-godding-on-another-girl's-lap, this 'treasure chest' which holds her devil side opens and she became extremely mad and was crying-plus-laughing like the ones you've seen asylums.
Gong Xi: *laughing madly*
Bad girl: Is she mad?
Sho Fuwa: Looks like it...
She was still laughing and laughing and laughing until I felt my hairs stood. Man, it was creepy. She accused Fuwa for using her after they ran away from Fuwa's Dad's hotel (they kind of lived together since they were kids, since Gong Xi's parents were busy so they sent her to live with Fuwa's family, but they're not related in anyway, but they basically grew up with each other) and he used her to make things easier for him, i.e: cooking, working to pay their apartment's rent, laundry and etc...
Gong Xi: I will come to avenge you!
Sho Fuwa: Bring it. If you are going to avenge me, you should try to join the industry, then you have the slightest chance to avenge.
Grrr.... For once, I was sick with Fuwa. I wanted to straggle Sho Fuwa, but I'm aware that in the end, I'd be straggling Lee Donghae who was innocently playing his role.
Gong Xi then was kicked out again. Phew, she didn't get the chance to hit Fuwa. When she got home, he ripped all of those posters and CD cases apart and cried like hell. Somehow, poor Gong Xi for being treated like a dog. For the second time, I was going to rip Fuwa's head, but then again, I'll be ripping Donghae's head. Haih...
She decided to try out the entertainment industry so first, she needed a make over. She never had a chance to doll herself because she was working hard for the rent, she had to forget the fact that she needed a make over. Again, my sympathy for Gong Xi.
Hairstylist: You've been keeping your hair for a long while... Don't you think it's a waste to cut it short after you've struggling keeping it long?
*moments of Gong Xi's thoughts...*
Gong Xi: Cut it star style! (She meant it any celeb's style, not star's style...)
She ended up with a funny spiky short hair and it was dyed red. Man, it was funny. I can't believe it she afford to walk on streets wearing that hair. No one's looking at her at all? Ha, I doubt it. Probably she was less-affectionate towards her looks and the eyes on her.
Gong Xi actually walked on the streets of I-don't-know-where-in-the-world-they-were, looking bad-ass like a whore (no offence!). It's a 'superstition' that Gong Xi's friend's mum told. If you walk in that street, you'll be famous. Apparently, it happened to a veteran actress, not the nowadays ones. But, she received a card from an anonymous saying "If you wanna be famous, do come to our place." Gong Xi was ecstatic.
I still can't believe that Donghae was role-playing Sho Fuwa. Fuwa's evil to my eyes. Fuwa's evil to my friend's eyes. Except for Dila's.
Dila: To me, Sho Fuwa's the most gag-iest character.
Anyway, I can't wait for the second episode!
P/S: The lines weren't as accurate. I type it down as how I understood it.
P/S/S: It's pointless, right? Who asked you to read it? LOLJK.
Sunday, May 20, 2012
What Is Love?
Sorry for the very obviously ignorance title. The title is inspired by a song by a new SM Entertainment group, EXO.
It hits me when my best bud Damia, asked me, "Don't you have a crush, Fatihah?" I frowned at that question when I was in the car, from school to home. I'm quite curious about that myself. Am I a bi or somewhat a lesbian (no offence!) but as I considered those thoughts, phew, I'm not a lesbian.
But for one thing I do believe - love will come when the time comes.
I don't argue why some people find peace of mind with their boyfriends and girlfriends when I, fan-girling over boys that doesn't even know I existed. Is it a crime to love someone who doesn't know that you actually exist on the face of the Earth?
Probably I gave a lot of 'catching the fish you want' tips to my friends, well it would be ironic if the person who gave out the tips is a girl that doesn't have any kind of 'real love' experience. Really, I don't have the experience. But thanks to magazines that I bought (with my Mum's or aunt's money) like Seventeen gave out the tips, I read without any kind of interest, and when a friend of mine asked me about these 'catching the fish you want' tips, I'll give them out. Whatever that was printed on Seventeen, actually. So probably that's why Damia's wondered.
I do want to fall in love. It's a joke of the year if I say I don't. But for the time being, falling in love is not a good idea at all. I have my Dad who reads my text messages and knows every one of my friends names. I have my Mum, who has high expectations on me and my exam results. I have my brothers who watches every of my moves. I have Korean and Japanese boys I adore. My social life is not a social life. I only talk to girls. I get awkward around boys whom I barely know. And if there are boys who hoots me from a far, I gave no mind towards them or if I'm getting angrier, my middle finger is shown.
My parents gives me advises. One of those million advises sounds like this, "If you want to fall in love, now is strictly not the time. We're very worried of your exams. We want the best from you so that you wouldn't have to cling on us and become less independent. If you want to have a boyfriend, please, after all those university and college years - when you've got a good and stable job. We won't hesitate to let you have a boyfriend then, but do bear in mind that whatever you do comes its consequence. And remember, people nowadays are not like those in our time. Boys that you actually devote all your heart and soul can be bad. So remember, take care of yourself."
After I register that advise into my brain, I swear I thought of being single and never ready to mingle is the best way to overcome my feeling to fall in love.
But as I grew older, I felt silly. I don't mind, adoring Korean and Japanese boys that I'll may be meet once or twice in my life, but if we do encounter each other, could my 'oppa' or 'ichiban' remembers me? They have millions of fans world wide and I'm just one of those fans.
I have a confession that I'm a bit strange than other girls of my age. When boys actually look at me, I'll start acting like a boy. Punching my innocent brother. Very boyish for a girl. I'm very weird. Very, very weird.
So I'm not that ignorant girl who doesn't know what is love. I do know, only I act like I don't. But I do believe that my love will come when it's the time. Ah, wouldn't it be lovely if it would? And it would be even lovelier if my 'oppa' or my 'ichiban' is my love of life. But it's not possible, isn't it?
It hits me when my best bud Damia, asked me, "Don't you have a crush, Fatihah?" I frowned at that question when I was in the car, from school to home. I'm quite curious about that myself. Am I a bi or somewhat a lesbian (no offence!) but as I considered those thoughts, phew, I'm not a lesbian.
But for one thing I do believe - love will come when the time comes.
I don't argue why some people find peace of mind with their boyfriends and girlfriends when I, fan-girling over boys that doesn't even know I existed. Is it a crime to love someone who doesn't know that you actually exist on the face of the Earth?
Probably I gave a lot of 'catching the fish you want' tips to my friends, well it would be ironic if the person who gave out the tips is a girl that doesn't have any kind of 'real love' experience. Really, I don't have the experience. But thanks to magazines that I bought (with my Mum's or aunt's money) like Seventeen gave out the tips, I read without any kind of interest, and when a friend of mine asked me about these 'catching the fish you want' tips, I'll give them out. Whatever that was printed on Seventeen, actually. So probably that's why Damia's wondered.
I do want to fall in love. It's a joke of the year if I say I don't. But for the time being, falling in love is not a good idea at all. I have my Dad who reads my text messages and knows every one of my friends names. I have my Mum, who has high expectations on me and my exam results. I have my brothers who watches every of my moves. I have Korean and Japanese boys I adore. My social life is not a social life. I only talk to girls. I get awkward around boys whom I barely know. And if there are boys who hoots me from a far, I gave no mind towards them or if I'm getting angrier, my middle finger is shown.
My parents gives me advises. One of those million advises sounds like this, "If you want to fall in love, now is strictly not the time. We're very worried of your exams. We want the best from you so that you wouldn't have to cling on us and become less independent. If you want to have a boyfriend, please, after all those university and college years - when you've got a good and stable job. We won't hesitate to let you have a boyfriend then, but do bear in mind that whatever you do comes its consequence. And remember, people nowadays are not like those in our time. Boys that you actually devote all your heart and soul can be bad. So remember, take care of yourself."
After I register that advise into my brain, I swear I thought of being single and never ready to mingle is the best way to overcome my feeling to fall in love.
But as I grew older, I felt silly. I don't mind, adoring Korean and Japanese boys that I'll may be meet once or twice in my life, but if we do encounter each other, could my 'oppa' or 'ichiban' remembers me? They have millions of fans world wide and I'm just one of those fans.
I have a confession that I'm a bit strange than other girls of my age. When boys actually look at me, I'll start acting like a boy. Punching my innocent brother. Very boyish for a girl. I'm very weird. Very, very weird.
So I'm not that ignorant girl who doesn't know what is love. I do know, only I act like I don't. But I do believe that my love will come when it's the time. Ah, wouldn't it be lovely if it would? And it would be even lovelier if my 'oppa' or my 'ichiban' is my love of life. But it's not possible, isn't it?
Sunday, March 11, 2012
Just droppin' by...
Hey guys, it's now 2.22am and I've got school in the morning. I haven't ironed my school uniform, so I decided to wake up at 5.30am. Kay, wishing y'all good night it morning or afternoon, wherever you guys are. :) leaving you with Leeteuk!
Saturday, March 10, 2012
How I (Suddenly) Became an Infinite's Inspirit + A Piece of Advise on Pushing Yourself to Pursue What You Want + The Infamous Trial of a Fangirl to List Her Bias
How I became an Infinite's Inspirit so suddenly? HOW?! Wait, as I'm writing this I honestly don't know why and how I suddenly liked and later love Infinite. It's nothing like how I found out on Super Junior (I basically listened to It's You one day in 2010 and fell in love with it and automatically, it's SJ) so yeah, how did I became a sudden Inspirit?
It was end of last year that I wanted to know about Infinite. Why do people love Infinite? I was jealous with the ones who knew Infinite earlier than I do, so I was like, Why can't I remember their names but L? Actually, in the process of learning their names and etc., I actually not supposed to know who's supposed my bias until I know all of them (so it ain't L, sorry). So I made an assumption on why I only knew L's name but not the rest : He's the only one with a single letter 'L' as the name (and yeah, remember Death Note?), he's cute and there's something about his eyes that I can't comprehend plus his name is like Park Myungsoo, the variety show host, only L's surname is Kim.
But later I went to a DVD shop and saw Infinite's album and bought it. I actually have heard of their 2011 hits like Nehkkuh Haja (Be Mine) and Paradise and knew the songs by heart, yet I don't know the members. So after begging Mum to buy it (and yeah, she did) I listened to every song there was.
My brothers knew their names even earlier than I do (is it a guy thing?) so they started calling names like Sungkyu, Sungjong, Hoya and the rest and I knew that it was Infinite (because they were watching Infinite's vids, duh) so yeap. I made an initiative to learn their names so I got a copy of my favourite mag with their names there and study their faces so I can recognize them.
So yeah, I could recognize them all now. The thing is, how I fell in love with Infinite wasn't the same like how I fell for SJ. Firstly, I tried hard to know their names but for SJ I put on extra effort and a month of deprived nights so I could just learn their names. Secondly, I almost gave up on Infinite, but not on SJ. Thirdly, remember GDA 2010? I cried for SJ - like hell. But I don't even cry for Infinite.
See, the differences is actually nothing. I love SJ as much as I love Infinite, but of course I stan for the fifteen boys more. It's just that, the effort I gave to Infinite is just like, maybe 50% but on SJ, 110%.
Speaking of effort, I want to give a piece of reminder to everyone. I'm actually not the kind of girl who actually give my everything for something I want (LOL) but yes, this is a reminder to myself and to everyone - put on lots of effort on things you want to do.
Like, I just gave an example on how I badly I wanted to know about SJ and Infinite. That was the thing that wanted, and I have finally learned them. Yes, and that was what I wanted. Now, of course there are other things that I wanted but it's even more crucial than K-pop (as K-pop's for leisure) and it's the matter of my future and life which is to ace SPM.
SPM is like, the highest point of every 17 year old Malaysians - only they realize it or not. I just realized how important it is and how freaking fast the exam is getting nearer and nearer. I'm scared now, but yeah, all I cared is K-pop and J-pop.
You should know what is crucial in your life so that you can do better in it. It doesn't mean that my SPM's in November and now it's already March and I still have time for leisure and fun. Of course there's leisure and fun but there's a horizon that divides the reality and the 'fun stuffs'. For me it's pretty late already, but again, remember, with the right amount of effort and prayers (for me, I'm a devote Muslim) and it is never too late. Look around you. Some people were 'born' geniuses, but some take small steps to become geniuses, yet others never done anything to be genius. Probably with small steps, you could become a genius and who knows what's in store for you!
So lesson to be learned, though the seconds tick by, you must open your mind to think that there's a path that is made for you to succeed and you'd only get to reach the path's entrance with working harder. It is never too late to cover up what you've missed (and what I missed is like, a lot) only with working harder.
So yeah, that was serious, but now, let's get to the fun stuff!
As you know, as a K-popper, I think that every male K-Idols are my boyfriends, fiancee and future husbands, yet as a FANGIRL, I gotta realize that they don't know me and I don't know them in real life either. Yet, it's not a harm to adore and ship and love and more love you biases, no?
So welcome to Qila's Infamous Trial to List Her 20 Top Biases of Japan and Korea!
It was end of last year that I wanted to know about Infinite. Why do people love Infinite? I was jealous with the ones who knew Infinite earlier than I do, so I was like, Why can't I remember their names but L? Actually, in the process of learning their names and etc., I actually not supposed to know who's supposed my bias until I know all of them (so it ain't L, sorry). So I made an assumption on why I only knew L's name but not the rest : He's the only one with a single letter 'L' as the name (and yeah, remember Death Note?), he's cute and there's something about his eyes that I can't comprehend plus his name is like Park Myungsoo, the variety show host, only L's surname is Kim.
But later I went to a DVD shop and saw Infinite's album and bought it. I actually have heard of their 2011 hits like Nehkkuh Haja (Be Mine) and Paradise and knew the songs by heart, yet I don't know the members. So after begging Mum to buy it (and yeah, she did) I listened to every song there was.
My brothers knew their names even earlier than I do (is it a guy thing?) so they started calling names like Sungkyu, Sungjong, Hoya and the rest and I knew that it was Infinite (because they were watching Infinite's vids, duh) so yeap. I made an initiative to learn their names so I got a copy of my favourite mag with their names there and study their faces so I can recognize them.
So yeah, I could recognize them all now. The thing is, how I fell in love with Infinite wasn't the same like how I fell for SJ. Firstly, I tried hard to know their names but for SJ I put on extra effort and a month of deprived nights so I could just learn their names. Secondly, I almost gave up on Infinite, but not on SJ. Thirdly, remember GDA 2010? I cried for SJ - like hell. But I don't even cry for Infinite.
See, the differences is actually nothing. I love SJ as much as I love Infinite, but of course I stan for the fifteen boys more. It's just that, the effort I gave to Infinite is just like, maybe 50% but on SJ, 110%.
Speaking of effort, I want to give a piece of reminder to everyone. I'm actually not the kind of girl who actually give my everything for something I want (LOL) but yes, this is a reminder to myself and to everyone - put on lots of effort on things you want to do.
Like, I just gave an example on how I badly I wanted to know about SJ and Infinite. That was the thing that wanted, and I have finally learned them. Yes, and that was what I wanted. Now, of course there are other things that I wanted but it's even more crucial than K-pop (as K-pop's for leisure) and it's the matter of my future and life which is to ace SPM.
SPM is like, the highest point of every 17 year old Malaysians - only they realize it or not. I just realized how important it is and how freaking fast the exam is getting nearer and nearer. I'm scared now, but yeah, all I cared is K-pop and J-pop.
You should know what is crucial in your life so that you can do better in it. It doesn't mean that my SPM's in November and now it's already March and I still have time for leisure and fun. Of course there's leisure and fun but there's a horizon that divides the reality and the 'fun stuffs'. For me it's pretty late already, but again, remember, with the right amount of effort and prayers (for me, I'm a devote Muslim) and it is never too late. Look around you. Some people were 'born' geniuses, but some take small steps to become geniuses, yet others never done anything to be genius. Probably with small steps, you could become a genius and who knows what's in store for you!
So lesson to be learned, though the seconds tick by, you must open your mind to think that there's a path that is made for you to succeed and you'd only get to reach the path's entrance with working harder. It is never too late to cover up what you've missed (and what I missed is like, a lot) only with working harder.
So yeah, that was serious, but now, let's get to the fun stuff!
As you know, as a K-popper, I think that every male K-Idols are my boyfriends, fiancee and future husbands, yet as a FANGIRL, I gotta realize that they don't know me and I don't know them in real life either. Yet, it's not a harm to adore and ship and love and more love you biases, no?
So welcome to Qila's Infamous Trial to List Her 20 Top Biases of Japan and Korea!
- Eunhyuk, cause he's in Super Junior and he looked hot since 2010 (Sorry Sorry)
- Sakurai Sho, I don't know, I guess I'm smitten with geniuses?
- Leeteuk, I love dedicated leaders, haha.
- Onew, he may not love anyone but his fried chicken, we can't deny that he's cute, careless and his 'Onew Condition' are absolutely funny. Wait, funny's his middle name.
- Mir, everyone love some Engrish. How to pronounce WAFFLE? W-A-F-F-U-R. (P/S: Happy Birthday Mr. Engrish!)
- Kyuhyun, for the sake that he was my first official bias. Ha.
- Toma Ikuta, plainly talented and funny. Wait. His characters are.
- Ninomiya Kazunari, he's Arashi's best gamer, like how is Kyuhyun of Super Junior.
- Kim Soohyun, who doesn't love the lovable Song Samdong?
- Eli Kim, I just love him... Cause he raps.
- Matsumoto Jun, who doesn't love the most handsome of all Arashi?
- Chansung, aka CHANANA.
- Sungjong, okay, his eyes - rabbit eyes - so cute!
- Ryeowook, he's cute and sometimes, evil appears at certain times!
- Haruma Miura, I just love Harumiu, I just simply love him.
- Kai, he's from the new group EXO.
- Shindong, I LOVE HIM, nuff said.
- Alexander, he's so positive! I admire him!!!!
- Im Jaebum / JB, he is so cool.
- Key, I gotta love his piercings. Yeah.
Friday, March 09, 2012
As Promised... ;D
Sorry it took me about two weeks to update again. I'm really busy with the pre-test and endless of school works. I'm getting home by five and seriously I've got no time to do things I really wanted to do so much. Anyway, it's school holidays now, yay!
As promised in my last post on those K-Dramas and a Tangalo drama, Nandito Ako which has our American Idol David Archuleta as the main actor. Yes, the main actor.
VAMPIRE PROSECUTOR 2
Okay, like I said in my previous post, they still secure the main casts like Yeon Junghoon, Lee Youngah, Lee Wonjong, Kim Jooyoung and Jang Hyungseung (not JS oppa, again I say, NOT JS OPPA!). I made assumptions that we shall see new characters, yet we never know. It will start around August or October this year, so guys, buckle up your fangirl selves for now; you'll let them loose when VP2 starts.
As promised in my last post on those K-Dramas and a Tangalo drama, Nandito Ako which has our American Idol David Archuleta as the main actor. Yes, the main actor.
VAMPIRE PROSECUTOR 2
Okay, like I said in my previous post, they still secure the main casts like Yeon Junghoon, Lee Youngah, Lee Wonjong, Kim Jooyoung and Jang Hyungseung (not JS oppa, again I say, NOT JS OPPA!). I made assumptions that we shall see new characters, yet we never know. It will start around August or October this year, so guys, buckle up your fangirl selves for now; you'll let them loose when VP2 starts.
HERO
I must say that OCN has the best dramas ever. Though we can see that those dramas reflects the Western ideas, but the Korean style's still applies and they did an excellent job in it. *clap clap*
So Hero's basically about Kim Hyeungchul who obtains superpowers by chance and uses those gift of his for justice. It's set in a fictional (of course it is) city of Muyeong (which Gotham City sounds familiar to you now) in 2020 which is full of injustice and corruption.
So you'll have your Yang Donggeun in this drama, so anticipate it, okay?!
SPECIAL AFFAIRS TEAM : TEN
If you're a fan of CSI+NCIS+Criminal Minds, then this would be your drama calling. TEN's a special affairs team that handles the 'hot stuffs' as in violent cases which has only 10% or less rate to arrest. So they solve the near-perfect crimes and the mystery at the end of the day will unveil. So yeah.
Joo Sangwook acts as Yeo Jihoon who is a top-notch former detective who later works as a professor. Jo Ahn's Nam Yeri's a detective for four years joins TEN for her abilities of psychological reasoning powers. And there's Kim Sangho (remember City Hunter?) who acts as Baek Dosik, a 24-year detective veteran. The character, Park Minho (Choi Woosik) a new comer to the investigating world came along after impressing Prof. Yeo Jihoon with his physiological reasoning powers.
This drama has the VP elements in it. Anyway, both Hero and TEN are dramas from OCN, together with VP, so you can see a bit of the similarities between the dramas.
CAN LOVE BECOME MONEY
Our vampire prosecutor had trade his fangs and blue eyes for expensive coats and two girls. Well, not for long until we'll see him again in VP2.
Yeon Junghoon (the actor of Vampire Prosecutor, Min Taeyeon) is in CLBM as Ma Intak, a CEO who cares about money, money and nothing but $$$. He considers that everything that looks like $$$ is the most important thing in life. Ma Intak later found himself in the center of a conspiracy due to his obsession with money and later (finally) found out that there are things that are worth more than $$$.
This time, it's not OCN, but MBN. For those who have watched The Woman Who Still Wants to Marrry, you'll find Wang Bitna and Uhm Jiwon in this drama.
So people, if you love the touch of Midas and/or Salaryman, this should be in your list now.
SHUT UP FLOWER BOYBAND
If you love dramas like Dream High or dream to watch something teensy a bit, Shut Up Flower Boyband would be it.
It revolves around five high school boys who forms a rock band. All five of them have deep passion for music, yet dealing with friendship and love and etc will come in between.
Fans of Infinite's Myungsoo (or known as the single-letter boy L) you ought to watch this. Feed the flower boy aura and yeah, they're all cute and hot!
NANDITO AKO
In English, 'nandito ako' means here I am. In this Tangalo drama, fans of David Archie will see him acting as Josh Bradley, a singer, who when at the tender age of 6 got separated with his mom during a fire occurred in a hotel. Born in Philippines and was bred in the US, he grow up and become a singer later returns to Philippines and found that his mom, Cara, had died in the fire tragedy that happened when he was six. Josh later found out from his mom's friend that she was alive so, yeah, shocking things happens all the time.
For all the trailers, you can search it on YouTube and so I hope these little infos would suffice for now.
It's 4:37AM and I'll be back maybe tomorrow or the day after, and I'll try hard to list my bias and mention about my sudden fangirlness towards Infinite.
P/S: Pictures: credit to owners of the sites, especially the official site of the dramas
Infos: Thanks to koreandrama.org for infos. Go there to catch some more infos.
Mianhae, can't find Nandito Ako's official picture..
Saturday, February 25, 2012
K-Dramas Queuing
Okay. Firstly, I've declared myself as I-can't-online-or-play-much-this-year. But how can I declare myself when I myself isn't ready for that? Honestly, I'm going crazy and mad.
Vampire Prosecutor 2
Haha, the directors and script writers took my word seriously. VP 2 will be starting around August or October this year and they secures the original casts. Guess who? Yeon Junghoon, Lee Youngah, Lee Wonjong, Kim Jooyoung and Jang Hyunseung (not your JS oppa, kthx.)
How do you think I felt, really?
HERO
Beats me when anyone says SBS and KBS has the best dramas in their hands. Well, yeah, technically. But I now prefer to be OCN's biggest fan. Why? They provide me freaking legit fantasies.
Like this one, Hero. Said dramabeans.com, it's set in near-future and it'll be Batman-ish. I saw the trailers and it was, like I said, legit awesome. I mean, what's not to like? It's gonna be as awesome as VP is!
TEN
TEN's like CSI+NCIS+Criminal Minds. Well, I can't provide you much info on this drama cause I'm running out of time, but when I watched the first episode, it was mind blowing. Oh yeah, call me kidding when I'm not, I'm gonna roast you.
From here, as you can see, it's all OCN dramas. And there's David Archuleta's first lead appearance in a Philippian drama, Nandito Ako (I'll Be Here in English) so there you go! All the K-drama and David Archie-drama that take it's place in my queue this year!
I'll come again later to provide more infos on these dramas. ;D
Till then!
Vampire Prosecutor 2
Haha, the directors and script writers took my word seriously. VP 2 will be starting around August or October this year and they secures the original casts. Guess who? Yeon Junghoon, Lee Youngah, Lee Wonjong, Kim Jooyoung and Jang Hyunseung (not your JS oppa, kthx.)
How do you think I felt, really?
HERO
Beats me when anyone says SBS and KBS has the best dramas in their hands. Well, yeah, technically. But I now prefer to be OCN's biggest fan. Why? They provide me freaking legit fantasies.
Like this one, Hero. Said dramabeans.com, it's set in near-future and it'll be Batman-ish. I saw the trailers and it was, like I said, legit awesome. I mean, what's not to like? It's gonna be as awesome as VP is!
TEN
TEN's like CSI+NCIS+Criminal Minds. Well, I can't provide you much info on this drama cause I'm running out of time, but when I watched the first episode, it was mind blowing. Oh yeah, call me kidding when I'm not, I'm gonna roast you.
From here, as you can see, it's all OCN dramas. And there's David Archuleta's first lead appearance in a Philippian drama, Nandito Ako (I'll Be Here in English) so there you go! All the K-drama and David Archie-drama that take it's place in my queue this year!
I'll come again later to provide more infos on these dramas. ;D
Till then!
Thursday, February 16, 2012
Uh........
Hm. Well. I kind of not in a good mood now. Why? Some reasons.
I don't know. I really don't know.
How can I go and die? Or maybe kill some people?
- School
- Family
- SPM
- K-Pop/J-pop
- etcs.
I don't know. I really don't know.
How can I go and die? Or maybe kill some people?
Sunday, February 05, 2012
Damn
I'm listening to EXO-M's What is Love (there's a Korean version bu EXO-K) they're a new group under SM.
It's been a long time, yes?
Yeah, I'm quite busy nowadays...
For SPM, of course.
And I've got not much of stories left to be told.
Anyway, I'll come back when I'm free.
Bye for now.
Sorry.
It's been a long time, yes?
Yeah, I'm quite busy nowadays...
For SPM, of course.
And I've got not much of stories left to be told.
Anyway, I'll come back when I'm free.
Bye for now.
Sorry.
Tuesday, December 20, 2011
I just realized that I missed TOO much!
P/S: Most pictures posted here aren't mine, but there are mine also, too. I won't credit mine, but for, Saku-kun's, Yeon Junghoon's and the cast of VP, I credited at the very last picture. :)
Firstly, school.
You know how much Iloved hated school, no? School's starting in two weeks more and I'm feeling sad to leave K.L again, but this time with few ultimate missions and to make it back to K.L after I'm done with my Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia, or popularly known as SPM. Speaking of SPM, of course I am very scared because I see no much time. SPM is going to be around November next year and I'm going to be under real hiatus mode; I can barely do anything but facing my school books. 2012 ain't gonna be nice with me.... ;;;;;A;;;;;
Secondly, Vampire Prosecutor.
Yesterday on December 18th, Vampire Prosecutor finally came to an end. It was awesome (I'm saying it was awesome, though I haven't watched the twelve [and final] episode yet, but I knew it was, since I've read the reviews on Dramabeans, mwahahahahaha!!! And to watch the episode click 'here') plus, my Junghoon-oppa looked extremely hot for reasons that I can't even comprehend!
Firstly, school.
You know how much I
Secondly, Vampire Prosecutor.
Yesterday on December 18th, Vampire Prosecutor finally came to an end. It was awesome (I'm saying it was awesome, though I haven't watched the twelve [and final] episode yet, but I knew it was, since I've read the reviews on Dramabeans, mwahahahahaha!!! And to watch the episode click 'here') plus, my Junghoon-oppa looked extremely hot for reasons that I can't even comprehend!
He's cute, he's funny and he can be serious. That's Mr. Versatility, Yeon Junghoon. [CR: Owners and very few are mine]
The VP Family is LOVE! [CR: Owner's not mine]
The awkward couple, JungYeon (Jungin and Taeyeon)... [CR: Owner's not mine]
I want Vampire Prosecutor will have its second season. I mean, even if the final episode ended just nicely, I really want to beg the PD and writers and even the casts (I really hope they're reading this, though I know, they won't) we international fans of Vampire Prosecutor enjoyed this drama to the fullest. It was an awesome drama and every episode surprised us with new twist and the ideas of a prosecutor who was a vamp is very new and daring.
If they fail to write, hire me, hire me! I can write the script, I can even write a book out of this cool drama. If you don't want to hire me as VP's scriptwriter, Mr./Mrs. Writers, start writing now. Chop, chop!
Thirdly, Sakurai Sho.
Before I knew who-is-who in Arashi (like how I was like with Super Junior at the first stages) I found Ninomiya Kazunari is 'The Bias' for me. (P/S: Mine in SuJu was Kyuhyun for the official, and the unofficial was Ryeowook). Never mind that. Well, nowadays, I found Saku-chan way better looking and furthermore, he's a genius to be compared to most of the members. And another thing, Saku-chan is responsible with the raps, and I rap too (LOL, technically, since I can actually rap...) so now I think Saku-chan is THE BIAS for me. *cue to smile like a mad person* I'm watching Nazotoki wa Dinner no Ato de (Problem Solving After Dinner), by the way. =P Saku-chan's in it.
Here is Sakurai, my latest stan in Arashi. :) [CR: Owners, not are mine]
Fourthly, being belong to the Sapphire Blue family.
I love my Sapphire Blue family like hell! You guys just keep me going and going and going. We 'shared the same blood', right? ;D
I'm just wondering, when can I go to SS4; Malaysia or Singapore. Yes, apart from SPM, these concerts are going to be held in the year of 2012, which is an important year to me.
I really want to be a part of the Sapphire Blue ocean once again, that's all I want. Am I asking much?
I really am desperate to be a part of this big scale Sapphire Blue again. :'( [CR: Owner's not mine]
Fifth, Jaoker Junhyung's brithday.
Whee!! Happy Belated Birthday to my sixth favourite rapper! Junhyung's turning 21 (or 22 in Korean age) so I hope to see him smile and laugh like hell and nag like a granny again! xD
Birthday Boy!! ^^ [CR: Onwer's not mine]
Sixth, curious case of Eunhyuk's hair.
I think most of you guys have known about this, and... I really am sad that he actually cut his hair and colored it into... Brown, I think? Is it? :\
NOW! [CR: Owner's not mine]
The BEST color that lasted only a few months, sadly... :\
Versus with the hairstyle he used for a year or two. [CR: Owner's not mine]
Seventh, Oppa, Oppa!!!
OMG, can you believe it? Oppa Oppa is actually a digital single! Below's the official video of Oppa Oppa by the EunHae!
Oppa Oppa MV, it could've been a way better. :\ [CR: SM Town, Super Junior]
The EunHae, representing the the SUPER JUNIOR oppa... [CR: Owner's not mine]
During Seoul's SS4, EunHae performing Oppa Oppa [CR: Super Junior's FB]
Eighth, Skip Beat! aka Extravagant Challenge, with SiHae as the male leads.
I'm happy to announce that Skip Beat! or Extravagant Challenge (the Taiwanese title) is now airing. You can always watch it on Youtube, as for now, and you can also check Dramacrazy.
The bad news is, SiHae's voices were dubbed.
I'm still wondering why, but I just assume that maybe the director weren't satisfied of their Mandarin. Are they not good for you, Mr. PD? You must know that SiHae worked hard on the drama, but you took something that is very important that is their own voices. I'm not happy with it, to be honest, but what can we do? - it's airing already. :\
Donghae and Siwon at Extravagant Challenge meet. [CR: Owner's not mine]
I guess, that's the end of it. I'm tired also! I'll leave you with a picture and the latest video by Super Junior (feat the SM Town Family). :) Good night and Happy Holidays!
Super Santas!!! [CR: Owner's not mine]
Super Junior15's Santa U Are The One! feat the SM Town artistes! [CR: SM Town]
Leaving you with Henry and Peter (of OneWay)'s fail.
LOL! Henry and Peter!!!! [CR: Onwer's not mine]
Monday, December 12, 2011
What's.
WHAT'S.
Dad and Mum were here until the went back on the eleventh at 3.15AM. Dad was actually catching up for his meeting, so I was, okay, glad, because I was already missing FB (like I ever did missed FB).
I sent a list of few DVDs I wanted. Wow, I still have the time to worry about the K-Dramas and J-Dramas when there's an eternal hell ahead of me! =.=
I went to watch Breaking Dawn Part 1. I was thinking to make a review on that movie. It seems that I'm no longer a Twihard. Haha.
Okay! This is boring.
I'll post my fan-fiction, my Vampire Prosecutor and Breaking Dawn Part 1 when I've finish writing them.
Till then. :)
Dad and Mum were here until the went back on the eleventh at 3.15AM. Dad was actually catching up for his meeting, so I was, okay, glad, because I was already missing FB (like I ever did missed FB).
I sent a list of few DVDs I wanted. Wow, I still have the time to worry about the K-Dramas and J-Dramas when there's an eternal hell ahead of me! =.=
I went to watch Breaking Dawn Part 1. I was thinking to make a review on that movie. It seems that I'm no longer a Twihard. Haha.
Okay! This is boring.
I'll post my fan-fiction, my Vampire Prosecutor and Breaking Dawn Part 1 when I've finish writing them.
Till then. :)
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