I've planned to write again. (Not like I stopped writing Difference...)

An absolutely new story with the same niche of vampires, but also of my latest (frenzied) addition, werewolves.

Oh! Hi again! It's been a while, isn't it. Yeah, I've been busy to blog the crap out of me. Life was fine in Lendu, Melaka. Found lots of new friends and they're all awesome as hell. For only four months we had great memories together (and yes, I have not find a boyfriend or Dad will totally kill me) but all is well. Except for finals and MUET for sure.

When I was away (I was online the whole time but sorry for abandoning you, my dear blog) I haven't written anything as serious as Difference. Though Difference is still an on-going fan-fiction (planned to post it as soon as I've finished a chapter or two, unfortunately my laptop's battery was fucked up, so I didn't get the chance to finish it), I had an idea of writing a much more serious and intense fan-fiction. It would involve my biases and other idols whom I randomly choose, K-pop or J-pop, and I want to create a history of twisting people's mind and create ships that are impossible to ship. I foresee it'll be long as hell. I might post some insights of my ideas later. I haven't determine who would be in the story, or how it'll be, but I'll try to make it as clear as possible, since..... I'm never clear of things.

I should tell you about my obsession with Teen Wolf which actually led me to this idea.

Since I'm always driven to write dark and mysterious stuff like Difference, I'm exuberant to get my hands on this werewolf topic. It just happened to be the 'it' thing now with EXO's comeback track: Wolf and Growl, I can't see what's not to like! Vampires are quite mainstream now, I want to add these two elements of the creatures of the night together to produce a better fan-fic. Just striving to be better, you know....

It started with Teen Wolf, the 2011 series, anyway. I happened to recall the Great Wall of China worth of series I wanted to watch and this series happened to be one of it. It took me exactly a month (I could have finished watching it less than a week - okay, two weeks, tops - but when I get to Alor Setar, I can't watch it as there was no internet access. It was a cool story, I was really into it. Though it did involve shipping OTPs and some seagull yelps (do seagull yelp?), I was totally amazed by it. Thanks to the male actors, it was one of the most important factor I kept watching (see how straight I am?!). Of course I do appreciate the storyline, characters, the emotions conveyed, but damn, which girl can resist handsome, chiseled bodied men with wit, I-am-sarcastic kind of humour in a series? Yes, I was obsessed with it. And I am! Well, I'm not the only one in the world who happen to fangirl this series, am I?

What made me addicted to this series apart from the red-hot-chili guys?

1. Since I am so into supernatural things, yes I can read or watch something for hours because I am so interested in it.

2. I happen to like series with a character with sarcastic humour. In Vampire Prosecutor, they have Hwang Soonbum and in Vampire Diaries, Damon Salvatore. In TW, they have Stiles Stilinski, who is absolutely sarcastic. Nothing that comes out of his mouth is not sarcastic. But to my dismay, he wasn't as sarcastic in season 3, he maybe have matured in the sense of attitude and speech, but how I wish I can laugh till my head explodes to his sarcasm-filled sentences again.

3. Hmm..... Major twists. Though obviously Scott McCall is the protagonist and it is very much obvious, he sometimes have to sacrifice himself to go to the dark side even if it was a matter of minutes. While watching at the end of season 3, I know he's going to come back as a hero (of course he is) and even though I know, I sometimes weighed my thoughts, like, "What if he really is going to be the bad guy?" And in season one when he became a sudden badass dude who even treated his BFF Stiles like shit, he still ended up as the good guy only after the full moon was over. Predictable, yet it could be mind blowing to think of possibilities.

4. Songs, songs, songs! The playlists of all three seasons are extremely vibrant. From pop, to electronica, to indie, whatever genre, you name it. You know that the songs played in the background reflects the scene and whatever scene was in TW, everything fits the songs. I don't know if it was because TW is on MTV, but I can't help but to love....

So, that's it for now. I'll think through everything before posting. Till then!

Korean Songs Worth Replaying

So I'm back! Haha! It's been a while, isn't it? I haven't type down like this for months! Now that I'm over SPM and school, I think I'll be writing a lot of fan-fictions just to fill my time while waiting for my results to come out next month.

I got the idea of writing this very post is because I found out something funny in my iTunes. I discovered that I played Danger (MC Sniper, Rinoo and Kim Seohyun) for 63 times. That's only in the laptop but how about  in MP3 and replaying the audio version online? It'll be countless. I didn't realize this - ever - because I wasn't paying attention to the numerous of times I replayed the song over and over again. I just love the song and I love Vampire Prosecutor 2.

So I'll begin my personal list of Korean Songs Worth Relaying in no particular order of how awesome they are (probably in alphabetical order...) and not all songs gets into this list. So.... without any further ado, here they are. :)

Addicted - Glen Check
Amazing - Infinite
Anti - Eloise
Warrior - B.A.P
Beautiful Night - BEAST
Baby Don't Cry - EXO
Baby Goodnight - B1A4
Bad Boy - Big Bang
Be My Girl - Teen Top
Be Mine - Infinite
Be With You - The Seeya & Speed
Monster - Big Bang
Break Down - Super Junior M
Breathe - Miss A
Before The Dawn - Infine
Caffe Latte - Urban Zakapa
Caffeine - Yoseob
Can You Smile (Remake) - Infinite
Can't Nobody - 2NE1
Catch Me - DBSK
Congratulations - Primary, Dynamic Duo & Jay Park
E.R. - Dalmatian (now is known as DMTN)
Danger - MC Sniper , Rinoo & Kim Seohyun
We Were in Love - Davici & T-ARA
A Day - Super Junior
Destiny - Super Junior M
Destiny - C-Clown
Difference - Vodka Rain
Don't Leave - T-ARA
Don't Think You're Alone - Kim Bokyung
Gulliver - Super Junior
Grumbling - Leeteuk & Krystal
I Wanna Love You - Donghae & Eunhyuk
History - EXO
What is Love - EXO
Fantastic Baby - Big Bang
Far Away...Young Love - C-Clown
Forever - OneWay
French Virgin Party - Glen Check
Crayon - G-Dragon
Hate, Don't Hate - Dal Shabet
A Short Journey - Super Junior
Hot Summer - f(x)
I Don't Need a Man - Miss A
I Got A Boy - Girls' Generation
I Hate You - Urban Zakapa
I Love You - 2NE1
I Yah - Boyfriend
If You Love Me - NS Yoon-G & Jay Park
Nothing's Over - Infinite
The Chaser - Infinite
It's Cold - Epik High & Lee Hi
Julia - Infinite
Love Girl - CN Blue
Love Is... - 4MEN
Marry U - Super Junior
Miss You - SM The Ballad
Naegana - Hot Clip
No Limit - Zico
On and On - VIXX
One - Epik High
One Shot - B.A.P
Only Learn the Bad Things - B1A4
Only Tears - Infinite
Painting Spring - Urban Zakapa
Paradise - Infinite
Racket - Glen Check
Rain Sound - B.A.P
Safety Zone - DMNT (previously Dalmatian)
Show Me Love - Linus' Blanket
Shower of Tears - Baechigi & Ailee
So Pretty - Airplane
Special Girl - Infinite H
Still in Love - CN Blue
Super Hero - VIXX
From U - Super Junior
It's You - Super Junior
Day by Day - T-ARA
I Need A Girl - Taeyang
Crazy - Teen Top
Tell Them - Block B
Tried to Walk - B1A4
Troublemaker - The Koxx
Twelve Thirty - Broccoli You Too?
Two Moons - EXO
Video 1 - Eloise
Weeding Dress - Taeyang
Welcome to the School - 2YOON
Without You - Infinite H & Zion T
Zoo - Primary, Supreme Team, Yankie & Mellow
1, 2, 3, 4 - Lee Hi
You Wouldn't Answer My Calls - 2AM
24/7 - 2YOON
60 Seconds - Kim Sunggyu
Longing - Mate
Bad Person - Juniel
I Am The Best - 2NE1
Nilili Mambo - Block B
Cool Fella - RA.D
Love Dance - The Koxx
Janus - Boyfriend
It's War - MBLAQ
Sunflower - Super Junior

There's a Possibility. - Lykke Li

Right now on Twitter, I'm in a conversation with an acquaintance (also an ELF) name Sivon from Indonesia. Chatting on studying abroad actually opens my mind (again, unfortunately) that SPM results, choice of university and studies and future is crucially important.

My idea is:

1. Do the best in SPM
2. Take TESL
3. WORK.

But I did insert something more idiotic in between work. That is.... go on an audition under SM or YG. Like I said, idiotic, no?

Oh well, before anything, comes SPM then result, then part-time and travelling to Seoul-Tokyo-Osaka (oh, I've been collecting money for that!) and TESL.

Speaking of planning the future, I am very glad that I could skip NS. Yay! No NS for me!

P/S: All the best 97-liners (and my brother) for your PMR trial!

How I (Suddenly) Became an Infinite's Inspirit + A Piece of Advise on Pushing Yourself to Pursue What You Want + The Infamous Trial of a Fangirl to List Her Bias

How I became an Infinite's Inspirit so suddenly? HOW?! Wait, as I'm writing this I honestly don't know why and how I suddenly liked and later love Infinite. It's nothing like how I found out on Super Junior (I basically listened to It's You one day in 2010 and fell in love with it and automatically, it's SJ) so yeah, how did I became a sudden Inspirit?

It was end of last year that I wanted to know about Infinite. Why do people love Infinite? I was jealous with the ones who knew Infinite earlier than I do, so I was like, Why can't I remember their names but L? Actually, in the process of learning their names and etc., I actually not supposed to know who's supposed my bias until I know all of them (so it ain't L, sorry). So I made an assumption on why I only knew L's name but not the rest : He's the only one with a single letter 'L' as the name (and yeah, remember Death Note?), he's cute and there's something about his eyes that I can't comprehend plus his name is like Park Myungsoo, the variety show host, only L's surname is Kim.

But later I went to a DVD shop and saw Infinite's album and bought it. I actually have heard of their 2011 hits like Nehkkuh Haja (Be Mine) and Paradise and knew the songs by heart, yet I don't know the members. So after begging Mum to buy it (and yeah, she did) I listened to every song there was.

My brothers knew their names even earlier than I do (is it a guy thing?) so they started calling names like Sungkyu, Sungjong, Hoya and the rest and I knew that it was Infinite (because they were watching Infinite's vids, duh) so yeap. I made an initiative to learn their names so I got a copy of my favourite mag with their names there and study their faces so I can recognize them.

So yeah, I could recognize them all now. The thing is, how I fell in love with Infinite wasn't the same like how I fell for SJ. Firstly, I tried hard to know their names but for SJ I put on extra effort and a month of deprived nights so I could just learn their names. Secondly, I almost gave up on Infinite, but not on SJ. Thirdly, remember GDA 2010? I cried for SJ - like hell. But I don't even cry for Infinite.

See, the differences is actually nothing. I love SJ as much as I love Infinite, but of course I stan for the fifteen boys more. It's just that, the effort I gave to Infinite is just like, maybe 50% but on SJ, 110%.

Speaking of effort, I want to give a piece of reminder to everyone. I'm actually not the kind of girl who actually give my everything for something I want (LOL) but yes, this is a reminder to myself and to everyone - put on lots of effort on things you want to do.

Like, I just gave an example on how I badly I wanted to know about SJ and Infinite. That was the thing that wanted, and I have finally learned them. Yes, and that was what I wanted. Now, of course there are other things that I wanted but it's even more crucial than K-pop (as K-pop's for leisure) and it's the matter of my future and life which is to ace SPM.

SPM is like, the highest point of every 17 year old Malaysians - only they realize it or not. I just realized how important it is and how freaking fast the exam is getting nearer and nearer. I'm scared now, but yeah, all I cared is K-pop and J-pop.

You should know what is crucial in your life so that you can do better in it. It doesn't mean that my SPM's in November and now it's already March and I still have time for leisure and fun. Of course there's leisure and fun but there's a horizon that divides the reality and the 'fun stuffs'. For me it's pretty late already, but again, remember, with the right amount of effort and prayers (for me, I'm a devote Muslim) and it is never too late. Look around you. Some people were 'born' geniuses, but some take small steps to become geniuses, yet others never done anything to be genius. Probably with small steps, you could become a genius and who knows what's in store for you!

So lesson to be learned, though the seconds tick by, you must open your mind to think that there's a path that is made for you to succeed and you'd only get to reach the path's entrance with working harder. It is never too late to cover up what you've missed (and what I missed is like, a lot) only with working harder.

So yeah, that was serious, but now, let's get to the fun stuff!

As you know, as a K-popper, I think that every male K-Idols are my boyfriends, fiancee and future husbands, yet as a FANGIRL, I gotta realize that they don't know me and I don't know them in real life either. Yet, it's not a harm to adore and ship and love and more love you biases, no?

So welcome to Qila's Infamous Trial to List Her 20 Top Biases of Japan and Korea!

1. Eunhyuk, cause he's in Super Junior and he looked hot since 2010 (Sorry Sorry)
2. Sakurai Sho, I don't know, I guess I'm smitten with geniuses?
3. Leeteuk, I love dedicated leaders, haha.
4. Onew, he may not love anyone but his fried chicken, we can't deny that he's cute, careless and his 'Onew Condition' are absolutely funny. Wait, funny's his middle name.
5. Mir, everyone love some Engrish. How to pronounce WAFFLE? W-A-F-F-U-R. (P/S: Happy Birthday Mr. Engrish!)
6. Kyuhyun, for the sake that he was my first official bias. Ha.
7. Toma Ikuta, plainly talented and funny. Wait. His characters are.
8. Ninomiya Kazunari, he's Arashi's best gamer, like how is Kyuhyun of Super Junior.
9. Kim Soohyun, who doesn't love the lovable Song Samdong?
10. Eli Kim, I just love him... Cause he raps.
11. Matsumoto Jun, who doesn't love the most handsome of all Arashi?
12. Chansung, aka CHANANA.
13. Sungjong, okay, his eyes - rabbit eyes -  so cute!
14. Ryeowook, he's cute and sometimes, evil appears at certain times!
15. Haruma Miura, I just love Harumiu, I just simply love him.
16. Kai, he's from the new group EXO.
17. Shindong, I LOVE HIM, nuff said.
18. Alexander, he's so positive! I admire him!!!!
19. Im Jaebum / JB, he is so cool.
20. Key, I gotta love his piercings. Yeah.

My perspective on things, I should say?

1. What’s your middle name?
Fatihah

2. What are you listening to right now?
Pumped Up Kicks - Foster the People

3. What was the last thing you ate?
Char Kuey Teow

4. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
My aunt

5. Do you drink?
Nope. Alcohol-free, guaranteed

6. Do you smoke?
Nope

7. What is the first thing you noticed in someone?
Their shoes, if have, piercings and tattoos

8. What is your hair color?
Black-Brown

9. What is your eye color?
Black-dark brown

10. Do you wear contacts/glasses?
No

11. Dogs or cats?
Cats, but afraid of them

12. What’s your favorite animal?
Cheetah?

13. What’s your favorite television show?
I really can't choose. But I love watch variety shows like Happy Together and Oh! My School. But I'm currently addicted to Vampire Geumsa (Vampire Prosecutor) and Nazotoki wa Dinner no Ato de (Case-solving After Dinner)

14. What’s your favorite movie?
All time... Hm... Let's see... Harry Potter, The Twilight Saga and Gantz + Gantz: The Perfect Answer

15. What’s your favorite band/singer?
I love many band ans singers! Super Junior, Arashi, Alexander Eusibio, Pierce the Veil, Foster the People, The Script, The Fray.... Panic! At the Disco!

16. How old are you?
Sixteen going on seventeen in 2012

17. Do you have a crush on anyone?
Yeah, I do

18. What’s your sexual orientation?
Female and straight........?

19. What’s your favorite color?
Sapphire blue. Black and green. Light purple also

20. What was your most embarrassing moment?
Too many!

21. Do you ever wish you were someone else?
Unfortunately, yes I do. I've always thought that I could be another girl... (or girlssss)

22. What were you like when you were a kid?
Mischievous. Well-behaved...? Nope, I don't think so... But liked

23. What would your dream house be like?
Just an apartment or condominium... And a penthouse in Manhattan ;D

24. What last made you laugh?
Oppa Oppa (or Oppa Has Risen) which was directed by Shindong

25. What is your favorite word?
Oh f-

26. What is your least favorite word?
Those sarcastic ones specially to 'me'

27. What turns you on?
Good music. Half-naked Korean male idols.... And couple of good books

28. What turns you off?
I.D.I.O.T.S.

29. What is your star sign?
Libra; the sign of balance

30. What are your favorite books?
I love Stephenie Meyer's The Host. And I love Lauren Kate's Fallen books... And Can You Keep a Secret? by Sophie Kinsella

31. Do you have any siblings?
Two younger brothers

32. Do you like to dance?
Yeap

33. What is your definition of cheating?
Cheating for your own good... And for anyone's own good. And cheating to a girl for another girl, plus cheating in exams.

34. Have you ever cheated on someone?
Cheating for love? Nope. For my own benefit? Heck yes

35. Do you regret anything?
Too many to list

36. Do you have any phobias?
Needles, reptiles

37. Ever broken any bones?
No, and I hope not

38. Ever come close to death?
No and I hope not

39. What is your religion, if any?
Islam. Since I was born, to the day I die.

40. Have you ever been to a psychiatrist/therapist?
No

41. Are looks important in a relationship?
To look good, yes, if you're that materialistic. Or think that you're either Barbie or Ken or the BarKen Couple...

42. Are you more like your mom or your dad?
Both. I'm strong like my mum and loud like my dad

43. What is your favorite season?
Ah... We have either sunny or rainy or the monsoon season here, and none that I'd be delighted to choose

44. Do you have any tattoos?
Nah... Forget it. :|

45. Do you have any piercings?
Should I say... Coming soon? ;D

46. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?
None

47. Have you ever had a crush on a fictional character?
Oh. My. God.
I had my version of Edward and he was way more charming than R-Patz's Edward... And I love bad ass Cam from Fallen. Daniel's awesome too, but I can see that he's going to be le over-romantic one as Edward was...

48. Who is your celebrity crush?
Eunhyuk and Sakurai. I love Xander Eusibio too... And I adore Yeon Junghoon's cheekiness. He's so cute, but too bad that he's married.

49. Are you a virgin?
Duh. What a question...

50. Do you get jealous easily?
Yeap and it's hard to get over it too

51. What is your favorite type of food?
I prefer local foods that can be found in Malaysian restaurants and stalls. I also love Korean foods and I love sushi

52. Do you ever want to get married?
I've thought of that, but I think my future spells career more than career and marriage. So no for me

53. Who was your first kiss with?
Ah... Mine was pathetic, because my first kiss happened to be a girl-girl. But I'm straight, that's for sure. What do you expect -  I was eight then, to understand this straight/bi thing

54. Have you ever been cheated on?
Cheated on? Not for love, that's for sure

55. What is your idea of the perfect date?
Full of lomographies

56. Are you an introvert or an extrovert?
I'm pretty much 50-50...

57. Do you believe in aliens or life on other planets?
Life on other planets? Pure fiction

58. What talent do you wish you’d been born with?
To be a genius... Talent to sing, to act and to dance

59. What is your saddest memory?
Sad memories aren't supposed to be reminiscent for some reasons... I think sad memory talks aren't supposed to be arise at all

60. Do you believe in love at first sight?
I gotta have to say... Maybe and maybe not. It's more like luck and everything's in Allah SWT's hands

61. Do you believe in soul mates?
Soul mates... WHEN you've really imprinted one a kid; like Jacob and Renesmee

62. Have you ever dyed your hair?
Once, but the colour don't really merge... =P

63. Has someone ever spread a nasty rumor about you?
Yes and I have to say that I was hurt at first and now, I gave no fuck.

64. Would you go against your moral code for money?
No. Absolute no.

65. What are three things most people don’t know about you?
- I'm uber shy
- I'm addicted easily
- And there are some reasons why I tell stories about my feelings and perspective and definition of life to trusted people :)

66. Who are you jealous of?
NI. That's all I can say

67. Do you sleep with a stuffed toy?
Haha! I used too, but not anymore

68. How long was your longest relationship?
Never

69. Is the glass half empty or half full?
Is your question valid when I see no glasses around be? ;)

70. What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you?
Winks at me and say hi... And a bit of that flirty gestures... And departures.

71. Who is your most loyal friend?
I can't say, since this all has just started... :)

72. Are you in a relationship?
No

73. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her?
Style and likes and dislikes... Also how good he is and his family and his own background

74. Are you a bad person?
I have to categorize myself in  the 50-50. I can't be sure because I can be the good and the bad person anyway! 

75. Are you a lover or a fighter?
Firefighter :) That's how strong I am

76. What did you do on your last birthday?
I did my final year exam... And fell sick. Received chocs from dearest Dhayaa... And my plan to know how much people remembers me failed when Dhayaa and Nadia jumps to see and greet me with the 'world's most excited sentence' "Happy Birthday!"

77. What is your favorite quote and why?
"Compared to you, I'm a genius." - Cho Kyuhyun
I guess, you can say that I have low self-esteem and I can't easily buck-up myself. Some people calls me stupid, so every time they call me stupid, I'd just say in my mind... "Compared to you, I am a genius." Not that I'm a genius - but because I'm not! -  so that's the only way to convince myself that I am as good as them, though they can call me words, nothing should and shall stop me.

78. If your best friend died, what would you do?
Mourn her, and decide whether if she was a friend, good friend or the best friend.

79. If you had to go back in time and change one thing, what would it be?
My life

80. If you only had 24 hours to live, what would you do?
If I had twenty four hours to live, I would just get ready to die in the hospital or in my deathbed

81. What is the strangest dream you’ve ever had?
The strangest dreams that I've ever dreamt of is not something that I can talk about

82. Are you happier single or in a relationship?
Single, because if you are in a relationship, sins can happen easily. Not to say that if you were single you'd be free from sins; but in a relationship, some sins that you didn't commit happens.

83. Who were you in a past life?
Who is this question to ask?!

84. What is your happiest childhood memory?
To be fed with whatever I wanted

85. Have you ever experienced unrequited love?
What is that.... =.=

86. Have you ever had an imaginary friend?
Oh yes! I do have one! And that freaked my whole family out, tbh!

87. If you were the president, what would you do?
Brainwash everyone, so they all be listening to Korean pop and Japanese pop/rock music. To make many in particular appreciate the sameness and the difference of every people and to be thankful of Allah SWT  and to stress that there's no barrier in language, only the barrier in your motherfucking attitude :)

88. What is your ideal career?
Journalism. I enjoy writing very much

89. What is your political affiliation?
Ohhh~ Sensitive case! It's totally for me to know and for anyone to mind their own business!

90. Are you conservative or liberal?
I hope you didn't forget to read number 89! =)

91. Is the male or female body closest to perfection?
What, sex? Please, get of my face

92. Do you like kissing in public?
Ask the ones who have. You've just asked the wrong person

93. If you could change one thing in the world, what would you change?
Their stuck-upness and bitchy attitudes

94. Where would you like to live?
Australia or South Korea or Japan

95. Where would you go on your dream vacation?
The three above (question number 94)

96. Describe yourself in one word.
PlainboringbutIamstillcolorfulbtw. =D

97. Describe yourself in one sentence.
I am the person who wants to help to heal the world and the person that you really don't want to mess with, since I live my life with few different but dangerous persona, for real.

98. Where do you see yourself in five years?
Doing my second year of degree in a very notable and prestigious university/Ivy League =)

99. What is your greatest accomplishment?
Able to attend SS3 in Malaysia and joined choral speaking and WON the State-level competition for my very last year... :')

100. What is the meaning of life?
That life that you are able to live and revive it, so you can end it with a 'happy ever after.'

I just realized that I missed TOO much!

P/S: Most pictures posted here aren't mine, but there are mine also, too. I won't credit mine, but for, Saku-kun's, Yeon Junghoon's and the cast of VP, I credited at the very last picture. :)

Firstly, school.

You know how much I loved hated school, no? School's starting in two weeks more and I'm feeling sad to leave K.L again, but this time with few ultimate missions and to make it back to K.L after I'm done with my Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia, or popularly known as SPM. Speaking of SPM, of course I am very scared because I see no much time. SPM is going to be around November next year and I'm going to be under real hiatus mode; I can barely do anything but facing my school books. 2012 ain't gonna be nice with me.... ;;;;;A;;;;;


Secondly, Vampire Prosecutor.

Yesterday on December 18th, Vampire Prosecutor finally came to an end. It was awesome (I'm saying it was awesome, though I haven't watched the twelve [and final] episode yet, but I knew it was, since I've read the reviews on Dramabeans, mwahahahahaha!!! And to watch the episode click 'here') plus, my Junghoon-oppa looked extremely hot for reasons that I can't even comprehend!

He's cute, he's funny and he can be serious. That's Mr. Versatility, Yeon Junghoon. [CR: Owners and very few are mine]

The VP Family is LOVE! [CR: Owner's not mine]

The awkward couple, JungYeon (Jungin and Taeyeon)... [CR: Owner's not mine]

I want Vampire Prosecutor will have its second season. I mean, even if the final episode ended just nicely, I really want to beg the PD and writers and even the casts (I really hope they're reading this, though I know, they won't) we international fans of Vampire Prosecutor enjoyed this drama to the fullest. It was an awesome drama and every episode surprised us with new twist and the ideas of a prosecutor who was a vamp is very new and daring.

If they fail to write, hire me, hire me! I can write the script, I can even write a book out of this cool drama. If you don't want to hire me as VP's scriptwriter, Mr./Mrs. Writers, start writing now. Chop, chop!

Thirdly, Sakurai Sho.

Before I knew who-is-who in Arashi (like how I was like with Super Junior at the first stages) I found Ninomiya Kazunari is 'The Bias' for me. (P/S: Mine in SuJu was Kyuhyun for the official, and the unofficial was Ryeowook). Never mind that. Well, nowadays, I found Saku-chan way better looking and furthermore, he's a genius to be compared to most of the members. And another thing, Saku-chan is responsible with the raps, and I rap too (LOL, technically, since I can actually rap...) so now I think Saku-chan is THE BIAS for me. *cue to smile like a mad person* I'm watching Nazotoki wa Dinner no Ato de (Problem Solving After Dinner), by the way. =P Saku-chan's in it.

Here is Sakurai, my latest stan in Arashi. :) [CR: Owners, not are mine]

Fourthly, being belong to the Sapphire Blue family.

I love my Sapphire Blue family like hell! You guys just keep me going and going and going. We 'shared the same blood', right? ;D

I'm just wondering, when can I go to SS4; Malaysia or Singapore. Yes, apart from SPM, these concerts are going to be held in the year of 2012, which is an important year to me.

I really want to be a part of the Sapphire Blue ocean once again, that's all I want. Am I asking much?

I really am desperate to be a part of this big scale Sapphire Blue again. :'( [CR: Owner's not mine]

Fifth, Jaoker Junhyung's brithday.

Whee!! Happy Belated Birthday to my sixth favourite rapper! Junhyung's turning 21 (or 22 in Korean age) so I hope to see him smile and laugh like hell and nag like a granny again! xD

Birthday Boy!! ^^ [CR: Onwer's not mine]

Sixth, curious case of Eunhyuk's hair.

I think most of you guys have known about this, and... I really am sad that he actually cut his hair and colored it into... Brown, I think? Is it? :\

NOW! [CR: Owner's not mine]

The BEST color that lasted only a few months, sadly... :\ 

Versus with the hairstyle he used for a year or two. [CR: Owner's not mine]

Seventh, Oppa, Oppa!!!

OMG, can you believe it? Oppa Oppa is actually a digital single! Below's the official video of Oppa Oppa by the EunHae!

Oppa Oppa MV, it could've been a way better. :\ [CR: SM Town, Super Junior]

The EunHae, representing the the SUPER JUNIOR oppa... [CR: Owner's not mine]

During Seoul's SS4, EunHae performing Oppa Oppa [CR: Super Junior's FB]

Eighth, Skip Beat! aka Extravagant Challenge, with SiHae as the male leads.

I'm happy to announce that Skip Beat! or Extravagant Challenge (the Taiwanese title) is now airing. You can always watch it on Youtube, as for now, and you can also check Dramacrazy.

The bad news is, SiHae's voices were dubbed. 

I'm still wondering why, but I just assume that maybe the director weren't satisfied of their Mandarin. Are they not good for you, Mr. PD? You must know that SiHae worked hard on the drama, but you took something that is very important that is their own voices. I'm not happy with it, to be honest, but what can we do? - it's airing already. :\

Donghae and Siwon at Extravagant Challenge meet. [CR: Owner's not mine]

I guess, that's the end of it. I'm tired also! I'll leave you with a picture and the latest video by Super Junior (feat the SM Town Family). :) Good night and Happy Holidays! 

Super Santas!!! [CR: Owner's not mine]

Super Junior15's Santa U Are The One! feat the SM Town artistes! [CR: SM Town]

Leaving you with Henry and Peter (of OneWay)'s fail.

LOL! Henry and Peter!!!! [CR: Onwer's not mine]

I've.... Seriously have got nothing more productive to do.

Eye Color: Just dark brown

Hair Color: Black-Brown

Height: 161cm... When I'm 163cm

Favorite Color: Blue. SAPPHIRE BLUE.

Screen Name: qilahyukjae, Qila Hyukjae, KyuKry

Favorite Band: Ohh! There's to many

Favorite Movie: Whatever that's good, really

Favorite Show: Vampire Prosecutor ftw

Your Car: Not yet, unfortunately

Your Hometown: Kuala Lumpur

Your Present Town: Alor Setar

Your Crushes First Name:  Hyukjae and Junghoon (Yoon and Kim for Junghoons)

Your Grade: Tenth going to eleventh, yay!

Your Style: Polos and tees and jeans/shorts

Have You Ever 

Sat on your rooftop? Not in a million years!

Kissed someone in the rain? I wish!

Danced in a public place? Yeah...

Smiled for no reason? For my biases, yes

Laughed so hard you cried? Of course

Peed your pants after age 8? No... Not that I remembered...

Written a song? Yeap. Total faliure

Sang to someone for no reason? Haha, guilty...

Performed on a stage? Choir and choral speaking

Talked to someone you don't know? Yeap

Gone out of your way to befriend someone? Like how...?

Made out in a theatre? No way

Gone roller skating since 8th grade? Nawh

Been in love? Not yet, I guess

Who was the last person to 

Say HI to you? IDK

Tell you, I love you? My parents

Kiss you? No one. My lips are still 'virgin' lol

Hug you? Mom

Tell you BYE? Mom and Dad on the phone

Write you a note? IDK, it's been months since someone left me a note

Take your photo? Ages ago

Call your cell phone? Mum

Buy you something? My aunt

Go with you to the movies? My aunt

Sing to you? Block B on TV, lol if that counts!

Write a poem about you? Nope

Text message you? Mum

Touch you? My aunt I guess

What's the last 

Time you laughed? Just now while watching Big Time Rush

Time you cried? MAMA 2011, during Super Junior's acceptance speech

Movie you watched? The Twilight Saga Breaking Dawn Part 1

Joke you told? Some lame ones about human's attitude

Song you've sang? Rapping to Oops! by SuJu and f(x)

Time you've looked at the clock? Just a few seconds from now...

Drink you've had? Milo

Number you've dialed? Mum

Book you've read? I'm currently reading countless of mangas now

Food you've eaten? Rice and satay

Flavor of gum chewed? Mints for the win!

Shoes you've worn? My favourite sandals.... They're comfy

Store you've been in? Ohhhhh! I went to MPH expo at Midvalley earlier

Thing you've said? I can't remember what I said lol

Can You 

Write with both hands? I'm pretty good at it *winks*

Whistle? Not I guess?

Blow a bubble? Yeah

Roll your tounge in a circle? Nopeee

Cross your eyes? No

Touch your tounge to your nose? Not!

Dance? Pretty much, yeah. But I dance to myself all the time

Gleek? Kurt Hummel ftw!

Stay up a whole night without sleep? Yeah

Speak a different language? Itsy-bitsy of five different languages combined. Indonesian, German, Korean, Japanese and very little of Chinese

Impersonate someone? My brothers' stupid acts, yeah!

Prank call people? Once in a blue moon...

Make a card pyramid? That's hard, so no

Cook anything? Nawhhh

Finish The Line 

If i were a ... genius, I'd beat you in a debate already

I wish ... Just give up what I can't manage to do

So many people don't know that ... I don't really care about them

I am ... UBER SHY

My heart is ... for me to pump blood to run through my body. It can't be shared because if it does, I would be heartless.