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Well, it's just another Wednesday but not for me. I have heard advices from all people but only one person's I take very seriously. NI is her initials. I am doing very bad at school right now (2 Gs explains it all, haha.) I read the newspaper per usual as any day but not for today or any Wednesdays. I will hunt down for R.age in The Star newspaper and to find the article that I've been waiting for (to read, duh.)

This week's, she centers examinations. I am really bad at it and have asked her advises as an anonymous on fromspring.me and now, she had fully pour her ideas on printed paper. Not to mention, she is an excellent student in school and she gave out some of her tips and advises.

The word of hers that captures my eyes was when she wrote, "It's importatnt to keep in mind that examination grades don't define who you are and how much you worth... Step out of our square of thoughts and not fret about what others might think when we don't score as well as we would like to on examinations."

Really, I am not the best student in class, and I don't get As in Bahasa Malaysia or in English that often (even that I can't get any As?! Tsk!) and I suck at solving problems in Mathematics and can't even balance the Account Statement in Accounts and many more... I'm not even a straight As student, for sure! And sometimes I feel like I'm a let-down to my family.

Living in the 21st century where thousands and thousands of people enroll to study whether in local universities or abroad. And even the cost of living is very high, and many people, whether they are graduates or people who doesn't get to study further, they will end up with no jobs because everything had been filled with other contenders in searching for jobs, etc.

I am truly afraid of being one of them, but I hope for the better and the best for me. With that wish of mine, I would have to strive and fight for it. Nothing comes easy in being excellent, and if not excellent, good is enough.

I am telling you the truth now, my whole family- my parents, aunt, grandmother and my uncle- are worried about my future. And myself? I am worried about everything! I've always been the last in this and that, so now I would have to stay alert forever for good.

Not much to say more, it's just that, I would like to give an advise and reminder as a friend and a reminder to myself: Never let anything put you down, just because you are bad at something. You have your own credibility and can move forward with it. Use your talent for good and do pass this message to all of your friends who are in trouble like myself.