"You Can't Expect People To Know or to See What You've Sacrificed for Them."

Greetings! I have finally gotten through all those ruckus of SPM, and now I'm bored. Nothing to do for three months...

Despite all of the turmoil I faced during the pre-examination months (which includes family, school and JK-bothering-pop problems) think I'm facing a much worse problem now.

Family: I could've roasted myself for I need not to live in a very harsh reality (ahem!) but I am still breathing. I'm quite mad with my elders. They can't seem to understand what I face because of them nor what I have suffered. I have gone through a couple of stress-related haywire and I believe I suffered too much. My parents put me in a situation where I am a string puppet, obediently and diligently does whatever I'm told to do. But did they realize that it is a burden on me to do so? I have sacrificed a lot, you see, but I can't tell off them by saying that I've done much for them and expect them to notice my credits. I just can't. It's just not modest to do so.

School: Needless to say, I've been lamenting a lot on this. SPM and friends, they're a distraction.

JK-pop: My love towards these had never evaporate - never! - and it distracts me from any form of problems... which ended up to be a bigger problem. I've never overcome it (and never want to overcome it!) so in the end, it became a distraction to me in a bad way. I can't study nor focus. My brain was somewhere else, thinking of silly matters of JK-pop. I regretted it, for not pushing it far away to the back of my mind... and now it had caused a big problem to me. *sighing*

Anyway, I'll update later for more recaps (the Galaxy Tab's battery is dying too) so till then, I'll bring more updates on just anything I could put my hands on. :)